::Christmas & New Year::

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

25th Dec

4 days staying alone at home was really boring. Watch DVD all nite long. Last nite I met Adzim,sempat lepak kat SAC. Takde apa yg menarik. Ramai org dah takde. One of my ex exec really curious and keep asking me what am i doing in HP. At least okay berbanding kat SAC. Lepak kat Putrajaya semalam tak lah rasa boring sgt. Adzim facing problem dgn girls. Tak habis2. Aku admit adzim mmg rapat dgn aku since 1st day we all in same shift. So counsel apa yg patut, ok lah dia nanti.
Semalam leh blog time nak balik. But lepas click publish "page in error". Hampeh. Hilang sabar betul. Semalam start HP shut down tak de lah buat ape pun. Ada keje yg still pending sbb web express down. Tension. Citer dgn Zura pasal aku dgn Jannah dulu. Geng ponteng sekolah. Tapi Jannah dulu tak lah senakal aku and Shida. Hehhehe. Punya memberontak takmau sekolah kat situ dgn buat pasal. Mana taknya, dah syok skolah SAAS dulu, boleh kene masuk skolah situ. At last dah abis PMR tuh, tekad jugak nk tukar skolah. Ibu n abah ckp pergi settle sendiri. Wah, diorg plak malas nk ayan aku tukar skolah. Sbb nk tukar skolah jugak, aku n ayu pg sendiri kehulu dan kehilir settle. Wah start dr stu aku dah belajar utk berdikari utk handle sendiri apa jenis problem aku.
Past few weeks aku jumpa Frq and Fadil. Fadil seems berisi n mcm dah married. Maybe, Twice aku nampak dia. Frq mcm tu jugak. Takde ape yg berubah. Sama ajer.Herm..

31th Dec

Goodbye 2007, Welcome 2008. New Resolution. New life. New Attitude. What else? Will list it the others later. What is my resolution for 2008? Just want to make suremy relationship wit B much better than before. I want to get and to do whatever i want before my age 30.I asked B about his resolution for 2008. But I'm a bit disappointed. It's all about his business. Did he notice that he need to pay attention to me? Did he notice that we rarely spend time together like other couples? Did he notice that he only care about what he is doing now? What am I expect? How may times that I need to remind myself don't ever expect more from someone. It will hurt you then. What will you get at the end? Am I sound selfish? Whenever he ask me what is wrong with me, I like to keep silent. Better than talking. I don't want to talk more about my relationship.
Currently, I'm watching Fly, John & Jose Thomas perform at KLCC. Damn, they played cool. But I can't believe that Fly keep his hair long. Ahaha, a bit selekeh. Missed my time watching fireworks at KLCC or Lyanne's place and say out loud "Happy New Year". Cool babe...
I'm going to watch last disc of One Tree Hills. It's season 3. Maybe straightly watch Season 4. Tomorrow is holiday ma, can stay late. I guess will stop till here. Need to do something. Fill up forms. C ya later.
Happy New Year and May ALLAH bless our life always. Amin!