Saturday, June 30, 2007

::Sha situ sana sini..::

Friday, June 29, 2007

Dear blog,
Lately Sha a bit malas nk update blog. What I realized mcm² perangai Sha skrang ni. Lepas sakit that day, byk benda yg jadi. Erm, ntah lah. So hari ni Sha rasa nak cakap apa2 aje yg Sha rasa or fikirkan or apa yg jadi di sekeliling Sha.
1st of all, i want to say I love my girlfriends, Lyanne, Laiyee & Aivy. From year 2K till now, We're good enuff. Compare with my other friends, huh... How to say huh..Sampai sha takut nk friendly dgn diorg.
Sha tau ramai noticed sha ni tak lah friendly, but that's not d real me. Sha just had kan relationship sha dgn org lain. Utk kebaikkan diri sha juga. Study ttg someone nyer attitude, pro n cons kwn dgn diorg. Erm, sometimes have to acted like we agree with everything they said. Contohnya, we're friends but at the same time this girl suka ckp belakang tt kwn dia yg sorang lagi tuh. Tak mustahil they talking about me behind my back. Huh..i know this type of friend. So bila mcm tuh, what am i suppose to say?? Being a ustazah or good counselor by saying "Hey, it's not good to say that about our friend." Erm, tapi ada sumtin bad yg kita tak agree ttg kwn kita buat tuh kita patut tegur, but till now i'm still figured out, how to tell them? So accidently, involved with them lah. Kononnye we agreed with them.
Ada org kata, memang senang lagi kwn dgn guys. Sebab diorg tak kisah pun. Maybe, its true.. I hate my own friend keep teasing me about sumtin. Cthnye, like they think I am "Miss know everything". Huh..come on la, I'm trying to make myself good about sumtin. Sha suka study about sumtin, tu yg buatkan sha tau. Mmg dr dulu mcm tuh, Sha buat research ke, surf sana sini ke. Dr situ sha tau ttg sesuatu. If u want to improve, kena lah mcm tuh. Ada org yg nampak sha punya improvement, thanks to GOD. Thanks to them, appreciate my job. Ingt lagi Arol ckp masa Sha tak dpt interview dgn Telekom tuh. Keep asking me, kenapa tak dpt? Paling happy sha dgr dia ckp, " Sha, mgmt kat sini suka cara ko handle docket". TQ. Erm, i think enuff sudah. Malas nk fikir dah.
Sha cari jugak keje lain, tapi bila diorg call for interview, serious berat hati nk pergi. Takut dapat. Nak decline lagi sbb Sha enjoy keje kat Telekom. Nak futher study pun senang. Keje abis tang tu n then org akan follow up klu tak abis shift hours. Sha keep thinking samada nk abiskan study kat Unitar ke tak. Syg, lagi beberapa subject jer. Will try to apply personal loan kalau susah sgt. Nak abiskan jugak. Tp contract staff leh apply ker?
Lagi sorang kwn nk kahwin, Uwwaaa..Tinggal 6 of us, laiyee lyanne aivy marini aween n fieda. Yg lain semua ada plan to get married soon.
:::Nama dia Encik Izam..mcmana leh thn dgn GF mcm saye?:::

Talking about this, kesian kat my BF. Sbb I'm independent, Sha sometimes abaikan dia. Tak nk bergantung pd dia. Sedangkan dia harap mcm tuh. What to do huh..So, I'm learning sometimes to be depend on him. But depends on situation lah.
Hr ni Farhan Haiqal demam, berjangkit dgn abang dia lah tuh. Cipit demam teruk hari tuh. Harap dia tak lah teruk demam. Risau jugak. Jgn kena mcm Sha kene sudah. Minta lah dijauhkan. Next week Abah balik dr operasi. Mesti abah cuti, so melekat balik lah Farhan nanti. I'm happy for my sister dapat new job with good salary. More ok dr HSBC lah n br betul relate dgn bidang dia. Walaupun dia treat me mcm tu pun, she still my sister.Huh..My bro pun, harap apa dia kejar tercapai. Try to help him jugak.
Ha..selera makan Sha berkurangan. Ada lagi effect dr demam denggi that day. Still tak boleh berdiri lama². Cepat lenguh. Skrang d whole leg sblh kiri lah tapi mmg asik lenguh. Selera mkn benda berat kurang. Akan sakit kepala kalau makan tak on time. Erm, macam². Alhamdullilah Sha makin sihat dr demam tuh. Memang dah panic start sakit badan tuh n keluar bintik2 merah.
I think, Sha stop kat sini dulu. Nanti cont bila ada masa ok..
Mmmuuahh...SALAM.

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