::R u okay?.::

Huh.. ketara sangat ke muka sha if ada masalah sekali pun? Normally orang tanya, Sha r u okay? Okay tak ni? This time, few of my close friends will try to make me happy.

Let me tell you.. Yes. I'm not okay. Been very busy thinking about this & that. Owh.. byk kerja..byk masalah..

I feel LOST. To be honest, I feel empty inside here. And feel a bit different with the person I love. Dunno, is it me or him. There is a slight changes in my life. Yes, CHANGES! Like, I've decided to wear hijab all the time. InsyaAllah, berkekalan. And stronger day by day. Sha tau sha sgt lah Fragile. Mcm gelas. Skit² nangis and I'm thinking too much about something. But I feel something now. Sebab whenever I go, I can't stop thinking about it. About the feeling what I have now. Tgh drive, lepak dgn kawan, nak tido, tgh shopping .. I keep asking myself, kenapa rasa mcm ni? Maybe someone is hiding something from me? Is it?Apa yg silap pada sHa lagi?

Is it real, instinct wanita towards orang yg dia betul2 sayang sememangnya tepat? Like instinct ibu kepada anak dia, si isteri kepada suami dia? or is it true, someone yg betul2 jujur tuh, Allah akan senantiasa tolong dia. Allah akan beri petunjuk or tunjukkan jalan? I bet it's true.

sHa tak pernah cakap this thing. And I just want to say, I love my family including Induk so much & I love the guy whose holding my hand in below pic so much !!

Tak sempat nak cerita pasal puasa. Erm..start2 puasa dah raya dulu dah. Apa da.. Tak feel betul. Tapi the good thing is, tak makan pun. Ikut sama puasa mcm org lain. For 1 week, masing2 kat rumah tuh berdiet. The Biggest Loser Challenge konon. The best part is: my mom losing her weight boleh dikatakan everyday. Like me 2 kilos in 1 week. Itu pun ditambah dgn sit up 20x 1 hari. If not, tambah 1 or 2 kilos. Im thinking to follow my colleague, Nadia nyer method to kurus. Master Cleanser. Barang² dah beli, to start mcm malas. Kurus sHa. KURUS!! Dulu, suka dengar orang cakap pasal badan sha yg kurus. Tapi this time, sHa gelak when I saw skinny girl passed by me. Automatically will say "Bestnye kurus mcm tuh". =(

Last Friday, gath for buka puasa tak jadi. Yang dtg few of us only like me & b, liza & cinod, pojie & anaz. 6 of us only? Confirm next time malas nak organize, so u guys & girls jgn tanya for next gath okay. Tak kuasa nak layan.
Yeay..Baju raya dah siap. I'm thinking to buy clutch and few accessories to match with my RED baju kurung moden..=D But, my E71 jatuh tergolek di atas jalan raya depan Maybank di Cyberjaya malam tadi sangatlah menyakitkan hati. Calar sana sini. uwwwaaa.. Need to do something with my hp. Tak suka tgk calar2 ni, sakit mata..