It's been a while. MCO and everything ..

So, we are now in the MCO 2.0 phase. I didn't manage to blog last 2020. As well as the rest of 2019. So I guess I have some time before I make myself busy preparing for my professional certificate CompTIA Security+ in March, postponed from February 2021.

After on career break for almost 2 years since 2017, I managed to get back to the workforce last January 2019. I work as Windows 10 Technical support. I can't believe I still have the communication and technical skills as Technical support. I would say, I did good guys, and I the eldest lady in our department. Who cares. Until October 2019, I got an offer to join SCB again as a contractor. I took this opportunity to do again something that I love the most. So I was hired as Business Analyst for project migration but it only lasted for months. The project that we are supposed to go live in Q1 2020 stopped. Again, I got to work with my old team, SACM Ops team. I managed to stay with them for 18 months before my contract ended with SCB last December 2020. So sad. My line manager tried to convert me to permanent staff twice but Terrabit doesn't want to release me due to some clause which mentioned, I need to work with them for 2 years. I just don't understand. When my contract ended with SCB, my employer Terrabit ended my employment as well. Due to that, I am jobless until now. I got a permanent offer last time from Johnson Matthey, but again due to the clause mentioned by Terrabit, I need to pay 2 months' salary together a month notice period in order to join another company. This is ridiculous. They knew ahead SCB not going to extend my contract, still, they do this.   

But ALLAH is GREAT.  He has another plan for me. He gave another rizq to us. Yesterday I got unexpected news where I am expecting my number 4. Yes, I know. Some of you might think, you are not working but then you pregnant? I do worried about this. I was scared to tell my parents. To be honest, I don't expect as well as my husband and myself was planning and even track my cycle. Not sure what went wrong, we were looking at the tracker and thought what went wrong? We slowly accept this. When you did the first scanning and you saw the sac, what do you expect? You saw his/her heart beating. I am speechless, happy and I was crying. I really thought that I had PCOS (similar symptom) due to my hormone are imbalance. But turn out something bigger is coming. So we are thinking and switching our plan. Our life plan, how to manage our current situation. 

I've decided to do this test when I feel my body something wrong. I put on weight a lot even I less eat. Nausea attack suddenly came, I was sleepy even now still the same and extra tired. A missed period is not part of my symptom since I had an irregular period. My period came 2 months once okay. If anyone read this, help to pray for our health and all will be easy for us towards this journey, ya. Thanks.