::Mom depression is real::

I must said above statement is real. I am facing it. But, please seek advice from your close one. Ask helps from them. Share your problem and concern. Seek helps from ALLAH. Keep pray and pray. Mungkin dulu saya lupa ALLAH sentiasa ada untuk tolong. But trust me, ALLAH always there for you. Saya mungkin dulu senang, happy but now in difficulties. Tapi, advice from family members always help me. Pray and keep pray for ALLAH. Even lambat pun ALLAH will helps us when the time comes. HE IS THE BEST PLANNER. HE IS PREPARING SOMETHING GOOD AND NICE FOR YOU. BE PATIENT. Istighfar.

::The birth of my Prince Mateen & Pengalaman bersalin di Hospital Serdang for 2nd time::

So, I promised to blog about him last 2 months. Tapi since ada 3 kids nih, kelam kabut jadinya. Memang takda masa to open laptop. Long entry k.

Why I chose Zayn Mateen. Since dulu lagi suka dengar nama Zayn Malik. A guy from 1D tuh. Even im not a fan pon, tp nama dia sedap disebut. I suka Zayn and my husband suka nama Malique. Mati2 we all nak letak nama Malique. Tp bila pikir cam retis sangat even ada makna. There u go, in IG ada my Igers friend nama anak dia Matyn. Sedap je dgr. Then the viral Prince  Mateen. So I google the meaning of Mateen. Means kekuatan. Okay, mcm okay sangat. So terus lock.

Zayn Mateen was born on 7th Sept  2017. Malam plak tuh. lagi 1.40 minutes nak masuk due date dia betul, 8/9/2017. Plus, first time experience bersalin malam. Rupanya sama je busy kat hospital tu mcm bersalin siang. I was worried, sbb takda tanda langsung nak bersalin masa 6th sept. Sbb Izz lahir pun 2 days before due. Takkan lah mamat ni pun lambat. On 7th husband decided pick up my kids dkt Johor. Memandangkan I takde tanda bersalin. Hence, my in law dah tak boleh tolong jaga sebab school dah start and my BIL dah nak balik UTM. So I agreed lah suruh hubs amik. My sis kata boleh tgk kejap since dia can work from home for few days.

On 7th morning, husband I dah balik Johor and I so rajin pergi keluarkan baby cot, and kemas bilik belakang. Menyapu satu rumah lagi. Then call pizza antar lunch. At 1pm tgh tgk tv, rasa cam period pain. Consistent period pain. Means contraction lah tuh. Mild contraction. Track guna phone mmg consistent. At 2pm Makin kuat. Tp before that I call husband cakap contraction dah ada, and he said he is on the way from Johor. He called my sister skali minta tolong I. So I call my sister jugak ckp contraction dah ada, she will sampai at 3pm. Between 3-3.45pm tu, lepak kejap kat rumah my mom. Kiranya dah kuat lah contraction time tu and terus pergi hospital Serdang.

4pm reached there. Tp nurse kat counter nak tolak pergi Hospital Kajang or Putrajaya sebab ada 20 patient tunggu katil dlm PAC. 20 patients tu tak semestinya nak bersalin tau. Ada yg belum due tp I ketuban dah leak, ada yg rasa sakit, ada yg dah ada show. Ada yg panik sebab tak rasa pergerakan baby. But we decided sanggup nak stay sebab I dah sakit sangat even can tahan lagi. 4pm sampai and register, almost 6pm baru panggil masuk dalam utk check BP and VE. Tp before that at 5pm husband sampai hospital with kids. Rindu sangat sbb 2 weeks tak jumpa and makin besar plak diorang. Sempat jumpa diorang before deliver baby. My sis brought them home and jaga for a while sementara husband stay at hospital tunggu i. 

So I met Dr Fatin and her boss, Dr lelaki okey. I can't remember his face tp very polite. First time I kene entertain dgn Dr lelaki. Her boss buat scan and found out air ketuban dah kurang. Tp serious mmg tak rasa masa bila leak. Then masa nak buat VE Dr Fat so nice and suggest me to talk to her boss yang biar dia yg buat VE. Pheww, dia bagi. So Dr Fatin yg buat VE. 5cm it is. Dia kata muka relax je, tak sakit ke? Sakit weh. So I tunggu dkt PAC first, makan and keluar masuk jumpa husband. Sebab time tu mmg dah sakit.  Tak boleh nk duduk diam. If duduk dkt PAC pun bukan borak. Tgk handphone. Nak join org borak pun no mood. Dlm kul 8 lebih Dr Fatin panggil lagi. VE again still 5cm. I still pakai baju biasa k. 4cm above patutnya dah kena tukar baju sepital. Doctor lupa, I pun lupa. Keluar kejap jumpa husband. Then masuk balik. Duduk balik dekat PAC. Ladies2 yg duduk kat situ relax je borak2. Takde yg tahan sakit mcm I and org sebelah. Then sempat borak sepatah dua dgn budak2 depan I. Diorang tanya, sakit sangat ke? I cakap , a'ah. Diorang tanya dh bp cm. I ckp 5cm tadi. Diorang terkejut. eh kenapa tak tukar baju sepital lagi? Br teringat. Aa'h eh. I tak pikir baju dah, pikir sakit je nih. Then I bangun. Dlm 9.45cm mcm tuh. I pg jumpa Dr Fatin. I ckp kt dia, Doc I tak yah tukar baju sepital ke? Then dia gelak. YaAllah, saya lupa. Kejap2. Dia terus amik baju for me. Then I request another VE sbb sakit makin kerap. Tp air ketuban tak pecah lagi. Doc terus buat VE dulu then baru I salin baju. Doc check dah 6cm. Dia announce kat Dr lagi satu. agaknya suruh standby kot dah masuk active labor stage. Lepas salin baju, i nampak org sebelah I dtg ckp sakit dah kuat. Tup2 dia dah kena bawa masuk labor room terus. Dr Fatin suruh duduk atas katil terus tak leh pg mana dah. WA husband ckp sakit and minta maaf. I suruh dia jaga budak2 baik2. Ishh, mcm2 pikir. Husband boleh masuk bila wife dah masuk labor room. Masa kat PAC kena tunggu kat luar. Then around 10pm Dr perempuan lain datang, nak pecahkan air ketuban. 5 mins lepas air ketuban pecah, I panggil nurse I cakap mcm nak teran sangat. Kelakarnya, I beg to nurse ckp I serious ni nurse, nak push ni. Nurse tu pun melayan, saya pun serious la nih sambil tolak katil masuk labor. Dr Fatin nampak I kena tolak dah, siap cakap chaiyok. Mmg sporting dia. 

Setiap kali nak push, sakit time tu lah yg unbearable. Allah je yang tahu. Cakap dgn husband pun, even dia reply ya B tau sakit sangat, bukannya dia tau pun sebenarnya. :P Sampai depan pintu labor room, kene tunggu kejap sebab org kat dlm br settle kemas. Depan pintu tu masa tgh mengiring dah rasa mcm kepala baby dah keluar skit. Tarik nafas dalam2 and hembus slow2 pun tak membantu lah kiranya. Masuk bilik, GP dah prepare. Kene pindah katil. This time, kaki tak payah letak atas paddle mcm basikal tuh.. ahahha. Dulu masa delivered first and second baby dua2 kaki kene letak kat situ. Rasanya GP dah tau baby ni skali push je leh kuar sbb kepala dah nampak. First push tak lepas sbb nafas pendek, mcm tak prepare sbb tiba2 GP kata push now tp contraction masa tu baru abis. Datang je 2nd contraction tu masa pandang perut nampak kepala baby. Pandang perut tarik nafas dalam2 terus push. Alhamdulillah, keluar dengan jayanya. Alhamdulillah, senang sangat. Sebab masa active labor tuh, lepas pecah ketuban, 15-20mins je kena tahan sakit. Baby keluar je, sakit hilang. Phew. Ajaib sangat kuasa Allah. Tau tak masa ni, nurses tak sempat panggil husband. Sebab masa tu mmg dah kelam kabut nak bersalin. Sebab kepala baby dah keluar. Husband punya lah setia tunggu kat luar ingat dpt teman bersalin. Masa ni pikir, husband takde pun takpe. Kang ada kena cubit, kena pukul kena marah. ahahhaa. I yg dosa. :P GP I ni, muka serious tapi baik hati woo. Dia kata kalau I tak teran depan pintu tadi takde koyak pun. Ahahah. Ni skit je. Time tu pikir, sakit jahit, sakit kena seluk for VE or sakit kena seluk nak keluarkan plasenta pun tak sesakit masa contraction tu okay. 

There you are my Zayn Mateen, keluar je dari perut GP terus letak atas badan for bonding moment. So senyap. Cry skit2. Jari panjang2 mcm abah dia. Sementara nak tunggu abah dia masuk, I terus azan and iqamat kan dulu. Baca ayat kursi and zikir banyak2. Takut benda2 tak elok kat hospital. Lepas GP keluarkan plasenta husband baru masuk. Dia ingat I tak bersalin lagi. Surprised. Mmg dia terkejut dah bersalin. And yes, I so energetic lepas bersalin. Baby lepas mandi, baru husband azan and iqamat kan dia.

I told you earlier that registration counter kata takde bilik kan. But don't worry, sapa dah delivered mmg akan ada bilik. Takkan lah takde kan. So malas tuh we moved from labor room 14 to labor room 6. Ada few labor room diorang jadikan, bilik lepas bersalin since katil kat ward atas full lagi. Bilik dia lagi okay. Mcm Double bedded dkt private hospital. Toilet dia besar and cantik. Tp aircond terlalu kuat. I dah lah tak tahan sejuk. Neigbour I adalah girl yang sama sakit dgn I dkt PAC tadi. Baby dia lahir at 10pm, I 10.20pm. Tgh malam tu around 3am. Kami berdua surrender jugak kena check dgn Dr lelaki. Dr datang nak check jahitan and nak check if ada darah beku. Terpaksa k. I dok pikir ni Doc pompuan, ni doc pompuan. Hahaha. 

So I stayed at hospital 3 days and 2 nights. On 2nd day, tu pun petang sangat baru dpt naik ward. Ingatkan duduk dkt labor room tuh boleh balik on 2nd day. Sebab masa Ray and Izz dok hospital 2 hr semalam je if takde apa2 complication. Ni Dr cakap kena naik ward je and stay sehari baru can balik. Try request 1st class, memanjang tak dpt, penuh.  2nd class kena que. Sepanjang stay dkt labor room 6 and ward kat atas for 2nd class, semua okay. Cuma ada 1 night tu, I mmg pissed off with 1 nurse. Dh la smlm tak tido. Look young. I baru je letak Zayn dlm cot sbb dah lama bf. Then dia berbunyi skit. Bukan cry ok. Dia merengek skit. Dia dtg ckp, Puan maybe dia minum susu. I ckp, I br je bf dia. Tp I angkat jugak peluk and bf again, tp dia xnak. So I letak balik. Dia leh sound cakap. Puan, susukan dia. I look at her and I said, yes I know what am I doing. Bukan skali ni I br dpt baby kan.  My baby memanjang minum, Plus nipple crack pulak. Di tambah lagi pulak bila BF, rahim berdenyut. Sakit. I guess nurse tu still tak paham2. Hampir mengamuk, but memang dah tak larat. tak tidur since delivered Mateen. Mcm sejenis perasaan takut je nak tidur bila lepas delivered kena jaga baby sendiri. Sama mcm Rayhana dulu. Zaffran senang skit, sebab masa tu try delivered kat private hospital and dia duduk kat nursery. Nurse yang banyak tolong.

Next day tuh mmg pray banyak2 dapat balik. At 10am Doc datang cakap nak check baby. Skali check jaundice and bagi another injection. Rasanya BCG. Then Doktor pakar and pelatih round. Cakap boleh balik if baby takda jaundice and jahitan baik. Pray hard masa ni. Even ward okay tapi tak sama dengan rumah kan. Doctor datang cakap baby boleh balik. Tak nampak jaundice bawa lampu purple tuh. Plus doctor pun dah stop kan nurse amik darah dia every 4 hours since dia lahir sebab I ada GDM. Last Doctor performed VE sebaik nurse. Check jahita. All ok. Oh ya, nurse accidentally left my file atas meja bed I, skali check diorang mark as high risk patient. Mak oi, I do believe sebab age. Reason diorang list, anemia, GDM, previous history like miscarriage, nose bleed.

Nak tau berapa overall? Rm225 for 3 days 2 nights. Worth sangat. Cuma sapa yg tak suka manage the pain depan org ramai tuh, tak sesuai lah pilih gov hospital. Sapa yg tak banyak songeh, maybe okay. Cuma tak dapat bilik sorang la utk husband teman skali lepas delivered.

So overall, again pengalaman bersalin kat Hospital Serdang kali ni okay lagi. Excellent. Nurse and Doc sporting. Cuma ada certain yg mcm berlagak tu buat tak tau dgn dia sudah. 

:Izz Zaffran & Experience bersalin di Kajang Plaza Medical Center (KPMC):

Alhamdulillah, sha selamat melahirkan baby boy on Friday, March 13th at 12.10pm. Alhamdulillah jugak Allah permudahkan semuanya untuk Sha dan makbulkan doa Sha untuk lahirkan Izz on Friday. Masa tu dah almost nak due dah. Punya lah risau takut overdue. So, a day before delivery date I asked hubby to bring me to Pavi. Mall exercise. Kebetulan I craved to eat at Tony Roma's and Caramel Frappe xtra drizzle. Yummeh.. Memang penat, but have to. Takut kena induce punya pasal sanggup jalan2 lagi even bdn dah x larat.

Mild contraction rasa around 1am. Tak consistent pun. Mcm bila ubah pergerakkan dah hilang. Tp dah ckp kat hubby rasa perut ni lain mcm. Dia xda kat umah. Around 4 bgn solat n baca surah maryam. Instinct kuat ckp mcm hr ni je nak deliver. After Subuh, rasa sakit dtg balik. Kuat dr yg sha rasa masa pukul 1 pg. But can tahan. Call hubby cakap mcm hr ni je nak bersalin. Sebab sakit yg consistent ada. Tp sha suruh je dia p meeting dia kul 10 dulu. Around 7 sumtin. Sakit mcm kuat n gap dia x lama. Around 7-10 minutes. Call hubby suruh dia balik skang. So hubby sampai around 8. Siap-siap and bgtau ibu abah dah nak bersalin rasanya. Nak pergi KPMC check. Minta maaf dgn ibu abah dah. Siap nangis2. Almaklumlah, i ni sensitive skit.

Arrived at KPMC dlm pukul 9.30am. Told front desk mcm nak bersalin and nak buat CTG and VE. So nurse datang and bawak naik 1st floor. Nurse pasang CTG belt dwkt perut and datang midwife utk buat VE. 2cm it is. Okay masa Rayhana dulu bila rasa sakit mcm tuh, dah 4cm. Ni lambat skit. Plus miwife cakap cervix tebal lagi. So nurse cakap kita warded. I chose deluxe package je. Asalkan single bed. 10.30am Dr Mimi datang kt labour room sebab dia baru deliverkan sorang patient dia kat labour room sebelah. Sha dgr jugak lah dia meneran and scary.  Masa kat Serdang dulu x dgr suara org lain nak bersalin. Maybe kebetulan time tu xda org nak deliver. So, Dr Mimi cakap result CTG so far cantik. Dia nak buat VE lagi. Dah 4cm. Erk, kejap jugak. Then datang midwife bg ubat utk buang air. Sape sembelit ke susah nak meneran ke silalah amik ubat ni. Ahahaha. Lepas masuk ubat tu terus nak p toilet. Tinnnngg.. Settled.

Mmg x dan nak masuk bilik sbb cepat je dilate. Hubby. Turun bawah breakfast jap. Pagi tu sha sempat mkn biskut, minum air milo and kurma. Masa hubby pergi bfast, contraction makin kuat. I called hubby suruh naik atas skang sbb contraction dah kuat. Plus x minta maaf kat dia lagi. :D  Hubby sampai and midwife masuk tanya sakit sgt ke? Nak pain killer? Ckp nak, etonox or pethidine. Rasanya dia bg pethidine. Jab kat muntut. Tp skit pun tak legakan rasa sakit tuh. Cuma lama2 rasa mengantuk skit. Tp dia mmg ckp ubat tu akan buat rasa mengantuk nnti. Around 11.30 sakit yg sangat lah dasyat. Tak henti2 baca ayat dr surah yunus. Hubby siap melawak, at the end kene tumbuk lah kene cubit lah. Sempat pesan kat dia bila sayang ckp kat B syg sakit sgt and nk teran terus pergi kat nurse. Betul2 lepas ckp mcm tuh, rasa mcm nak poo-poo and nak meneran. Perut dah mengeras gila. Nurse and midwife masuk. Nurse prepare brg2 while midwife buat VE lagi. Terus dia ckp panggil Dr Mimi. Nurse ckp Puan tarik nafas dalam2 lepas. Masa tu nak baca Lailahailaanta tu pun tercungap2. Dr Mimi sampai dah, kejap je. Dia ckp whenever you ready Fadia push ok. So bila contraction yg kuat sampai, sha push. X lepas. Hubby kali ni jd very supportive. Midwife ada dua org. Sorang tu my neighbour. Lagi lah i rasa mcm lega juga sbb ada org lain yg i kenal. Push kali kedua diorang kata kepala dah nk keluar. Dr Mimi guidance sgt lah helpful. Push kali ketiga push sekuat hati hampir nak keluar. Mmg terasa kepala kt bawah tuh. Hubby ckp kat telinga, push kuat lg skit je. Dah nampak baby.  Kali keempat push sekuat2 hati sgt, there u are. Baby terus nangis. Nurse tunjuk baby and confirmkan. So nurse bawak pergi bersihkan dia and utk hubby azankan n iqamatkan. This time my perineum tear sendiri. Tak digunting mcm masa Rayhana dulu. Tear tepi skit. Lepas Dr Mimi jahit, MA dtg bersihkan jahitan. Settle semua I moved to my room. Baby diorg ckp antar kejap lagi sebab nk bg injection. Tak lama pun tunggu dlm labour room nk masuk bilik. Delivered at 12.10pm kul 1pm  mcm tuh dh masuk bilik. 

This time post delivery badan sgt lemah okay. Maybe age one thing. Org kata deliver anak lelaki tenaga lebih skit. Baby masuk bilik n try to breastfeed. Dia latch tp susu tadak. Yg ada pun yg clear color yg likat. Sha bg je kt baby. Tp almaklumlah baby boy kan. Betul lah org kata kuat minum. Few minutes later, nurse masuk tanya ada susu tak Puan. I said no. Muka frust. Puan nak campur dulu tak?kita letak kat nursery. Takut dia lapar. Tanya hubby and hubby ckp ok lah. Tp sha ckp kt nurse Sha bawa breastpump. I will try pump banyak kali tonite. If ada Sha bg kat nurse minta bg kat baby nnti. Nurse ckp ok. So baby letak kat nursery dulu. Hubby suruh rest sebab sha mmg flat terus.

Ptg my parent dtg, terus cari kelibat Rayhana. Nampak dia sha terus nangis. Sha dok fikir cmana dgn dia nnti bila my attention dkt baby Izz je nanti. Kesian dia. Dia malu2 bila nampak Sha dan dia buat muka geram bila nampak baby. Geram dia ni lain mcm skit. Mau ditonyoh2 nyer  muka baby. Spent about 2 hours with Rayhana sbb Sha boleh balik pun besok.

Night time, mmg condition sha mcm worst skit. I can't sleep at all. Lepas keluar dr labour room, kesan ubat mmg ade and made me sleepy. Tp still tak boleh tido. Food dkt hospital tak termakan pun. So asked hubby to tapau nasi goreng biasa. Ubat dah makan but I still can't sleep. Hubby buatkan hot choc pun kononnye nk suruh tido lepas tu tak boleh. At the end, hubby keluar and minta ubat yg boleh buatkan sha tido. Nurse masuk and tanya condition sha. Perut sha sakit sangat. Mcm rasa contraction lagi. Then semua jari2 sha menggigil. Bila pegang something, mcm tak leh pegang lama. Headache. Dah tutup lampu, tv pun still can't sleep. I got painkiller tp still tak boleh kurangkan rasa sakit tuh. Around 2am something baru dapat tido. Bangun masa Subuh. Before tido tu sempat google cari kenapa Sha boleh rasa mcm tuh. Most of it pointing to Rengat. Not Rengit kat Johor tu okeh. I will share skit about Rengat nanti in my next post.

Morning, rasa sakit kurang. Doc Mimi datang at 8am, check mata ada blur ke tak? perut sakit lagi ke tak? Check rahim dah kecut ke tak. Bp results 3 kali okay dah dia kata. Compare to result lepas delivered baby. Almost 5 times amik BP lepas delivered, semuanya tinggi. At the end, merasa jugak makan ubat darah tinggi. Masa delivered Rayhana dulu semuanya okay je. Dr Mimi cakap lunch time boleh discharge dah. Lepas Paed check baby nanti. Alhamdulillah, sib baik boleh keluar awal. Ingat kan kene monitor sbb BP tinggi semalam. Tghari hubby settlekan bill and procedure for discharge. Around 2pm, we all discharged. So far, experience deliver dekat KPMC memang okay. Mula2 mcm fikir banyak kali jugak nak deliver kat sini sebab bila search experience deliver dgn Dr Mimi memang susah nak jumpa orang share on the net. Bila dah experience sendiri, Alhamdulillah, Dr Mimi okay sangat. Hubby pun kagum dengan skill dia. Whoever check up dkt KPMC and tgh consider Dr Mimi, I would suggest you to take her as your consultant. :D Deluxe room for me biasa2 je utk single bed. Tak lah segempak KPJ. But ko stay kejap je kan, so tak payah nak membazir. Kalau korang ada extra money and tak tau nak spend tang mana, kat KPMC ni korang boleh amik VIP room. Tu room yang cantik and sangat besar. Okay lovelies, see ya next time.

Izz Zaffran : Kekuatan & Kemenangan

::Nur Rayhana is 1::

If you read this blog 1 day, I just want you to know that I love you so much, sayang. Nothing can beat that. It's been a year now since you came to my life. To our life. You are joy to everyone. Thanks for being nice to them. They love you so much too. How lucky you are, sayang.

With severe contraction in the morning and unbearable contraction at noon, you came to my life. A year ago,   on this date at 4.15pm. I still remember the time as I looked at the clock. Not at the time mentioned by the Doctor 4.43pm. The time was declared after the placenta out from my womb. 

We named you Nur Rayhana since I was pregnant 4 months. We love this name. The meaning of it- Bau2/Wangian in malay. Simple. 

How time flies, you started to crawl, talking, standing and walking for few steps. Your first favorite song was I'm Little Teapot. Haha.. You love when I started to read a book for you when you turned 3 months. Your first word, ba-ba. Then A-bah. Yes, you call your dad first instead of me. Daddy's girl. But you are always my favorite. You are fast learner. Just like your mom. Hahahaha.. Latest word out from your mouth are Bear and ALLAH. I love you. I love you. 

Happy birthday my precious, Nur Rayhana. You are the prettiest girl and good girl I've ever met. 

::DoktorBudak.Com::

I've got to ask the DoktorBudak.Com further about this, just to get more clarification and confirmation about Ray's condition. Memang dah tanya Paed Rayhana. Tapi tau lah, first time mommy kan, concern nya melampau2. Hahaha.. DoktorBudak.Com ni website yang Dr Halina recommended to all her blog reader. Since last year I read some of the questions and answers tapi baru skang nk tanya soalan. Sangat useful okay. Thanks, Dr Halina! So I share some of the answer I asked from one of the Doktor. 

"Good day Dr. Saya tahu Dr sudah pernah jawab http://doktorbudak.com/2013/07/31/mengapa-anak-saya-selalu-batuk/. Saya tahu environment is a key yang buatkan anak saya 10 bulan kerap batuk. Since 6 months old dah 3 kali dia warded to KPJ. First time Paed detected mild pneumonia sbb ada kuman skit dlm paru-paru. Itu pun detect lepas Dr on call that day suggest XRay sebab wheezing dia kuat and nafas dia laju sangat. Kalau dah macam tu surely cranky all the time. Dr antibiotik and ubat cair kahak, bg neb, but physio(suction) and masuk air skali. Alhamdulillah, she’s okay after 5 days warded. A month after, warded lagi for 3 days sebab benda yang sama. Wheezing and hard to breath but tak buat Xray utk check paru2. Tp Paed bg neb, buat suction, and ubat cair kahak. Latest, at 10 months warded for 5 days lagi. This time macam worst sebab masa first day bila lepas bg neb, selang 1 hour dia hard to breath lagi. So this time consistently bagi neb every 3 hours not like before 6 hours, suction, ubat cair kahak and ubat kuatkan paru2. Soalan saya: 

1) Is it okay for 2nd and 3rd time Dr tak buat XRay to detect any sympton macam 1st time warded, mild pneumonia? 

2) I asked Dr if my baby got asthma but she said no, it’s acute bronchitis. 

3) I heard and read once pasal pneumokokal vaccine, is it another important vaccine we should take for our baby? IS this vaccine can prevent pneumonia? 

Thanks a lot Dr. I appreciate your time to read this and respond. "

Ask a Question. in response to Ayesha:  

 Ayesha, 

1) Tidak perlu buat xray setiap kali ada masalah ernafasan sekiranya doktor tahu diagnosis melalui pemeriksaan dan tiada komplikasi dari jangkitan pernafasan tersebut. 

2) Acute bronchiolitis adalah jangkitan yang biasanya berlaku pada yang kurang dari setahun akibat jangkitan virus. Ia menyebabkan simptom seakan-akan asthma. namun begitu , memandangkan dia telah mendapat berulang kali ada kemungkinan anak sebenarnya mengalami viral induced wheeze. (lelah disebabkan virus). Biasanya kanak-kanak yang mengalami masalah ini bermula dengan jangkitan virus- selsema , batuk, adakala demam dan disusuli sesak nafas. Jika ia masih kerap berlaku , bincang dengan doktor yang merawat samada perlu ubat ( ventolin atau montelukast). Bincang dengan pakar , saya hanya mencadangan perkara yg puan boleh bincangkan dengan doktor sekiranya berlarutan masalah ini. 

3) Yes, kalau berkemampuan , dapatkan di hospital/klinik swasta kerana vaksin ini tidak boleh didapati di hospital kerajaan. Ia menghalang jangkitan pneumonia yang disebabkan oleh kuman pneumococcal (ia merbahaya) tetapi perlu ingat bahawa pneumonia boleh disebabkan oleh pelbagai virus dan bakteria lain. Saya sangat menggalakkan agar diambil.

Macam-macam jenis soalan and concerns from moms our there u oll boleh jumpa dalam ni. U oll boleh search keyword like cold fever ke fever ke cough ke diarrhea ke sure jumpa answer for your question. Kalau takde, you may ask them. Jawapan may be delayed but just be patience, they will answer jugak. :D  

::It's been a while, kan?::

Dah bersarang lama blog ni. Sha takde masa lately sebab busy with work. No replacement lagi for Vani since she lefts my team. I need to do it alone. They are so many things to tell. Tapi bila dah depan laptop, kadang2 lupa apa nak taip. 

I just came back to the office after away for almost a week. My Rayhana, warded again at KPJ Kajang for acute bronchitis. This time mcm worst skit sebab masa first time dia amik neb, selang setengah jam to 1 hour wheezing and hard to breathe balik, Wheezing quite bad kata Paed. But Alhamdulillah this time takde pakai branula. Kalau tak suffer tengok dia kene cucuk sane sini. This time warded sbb nak bagi neb for every 3 hours, and buat suction. She's active okay masa warded. Now dok panggil Sha "mama". Bila tanya mana Ibu? Dia buat tak tau. If cakap mana "mama" dia boleh tunjuk Sha plak.But still I call myself Ibu. :D I'm still searching any home remedy yang boleh buatkan baby dr dpt batuk selalu. Sebab ubat batuk or selsema memang tak elok for babies. Hope she will getting better nanti. After discharge, dia mcm tak selesa dengan badan dia. Makes me worried more. Nasib baik this week ada appointment dengan Paed lagi. Can tanya further. 

She is 10 months old now. How time flies! I wish can stop the time.  

What else? Semua orang tau pasal current breaking news about MAS flight MH370. It's heartbreaking when to think about that. It's vanished just like that and can't be found until now. All relatives and friends passenger tu rasa lagi teruk dr apa kita rasa skrang. Only ALLAH knows. I'm hoping for Miracle. Just keep praying for them. For all passengers, pilots, and FAs. Every morning woke up mesti terfikir pasal tuh? Diorang dah balik ke eh? Macam2 speculation pasal benda ni and please lah stop. You are hurting them! All the family members. Dalam banyak2 interview kat TV, I really like this one:

Lets #prayforMH370 #doakanMH370  

::Being a mom::

I must say it is challenging job for something new like this. Just imagine, you 've lived with parents for 29 years, 3 years with husband and then .... with small lil girl with cheeky face and eyes. I'm still coping up my life with husband. Can you believe that? We knew each other for 6 years now. Married for 3 years. Alhamdulillah, but still lots of thing I need to learn and cope up. That's another story.

What I want to say about being a mom? I'm not supermom, ok. Not yet. :p  I'm being protective, very protective when it comes about Rayhana. Bak kata Najib, "Rakyat di dahulukan!" Seriously?? Yes, Rayhana come first, then baru myself and hubby and so on.

I'm so blessed with her present to my life. She always makes me smile. Which baby don't kan? Nak adapt life tuh memang makan banyak masa. Yea, you are the employee, a mom, a wife, a daughter, a personal shopper bla..bla.. Banyak kan? Busy, penat. But I do really enjoy my life. 

My lil girl, cheeky tau. Dia sangat friendly dengan orang. Dia suka betul copy paste apa yang org buat.  Lasak, memang lasak. Kalau balik umah my mum, bila tanya sapa nak mandikan Rayhana. Ada je yang volunteer. Tapi bila tanya sape nak pakai kan baju, semua orang buat tak tau. Ahaha.. Lasak. Nak pakai kan pampers yang boleh buat dlm seminit boleh jadi berminit2. Itu baru pakai pampers. Belum sapu Vicks, Minyak telon, Powder, Cologne, Losyen bla..bla..Berperang, okay. Mcam ni nak buat OOTD memang susah.. :D But let her be. Ini time dia explore this and that.. She's teething now. Doc Meena nampak last Saturday masa dia sengih. Crawling belum lagi. Meniarap macam rambo dah. Laju betul kalau kejar barang. Panjat atas bantal expert. Bukan atas bantal, atas badan kita pun dia boleh panjat. Pandai merajuk. Pandai tunjuk malu. Love her.. Love her.. 

When you be a mom, you mcm ada buat extra homework skit. Study and keep track baby development. Study apa yang patut and tak patut for your baby. Mcm buat research and assignment. But insyaAllah, it will turn to something good and benefit for you. 

Oh ya, I had a dream last night. Kononnya pregnant lagi. LOL.. Am I ready? So here she is, my litltle girl. Hopefully jadi anak yang solehah, rajin solat, rajin baca AlQuran, rajin tolong ibu and abah, hormat orang tua, cerdik pandai, lembut hati, dapat jaga ibu and abah nanti bila dah tua. Alhamdulillah, Nur Rayhana is 8 months old now.

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::Salam AidilAdha::

Assalamualaikum, 

How was your Eid Adha? Mine was okay in the morning. With lots of foods, Alhamdulillah. Makan je keje. My parents cooked Nasi Arab uolls. Hahah.. Sedap. They are the best chef in the world! Then ada Rendang, nasi impit, lemang, kuah kacang, mee hoon soto.. Fuh..  Rayhana still mengantuk masa I dah siap. Hubby went to Solat raya. Below pic amik pun after solat raya. Hubby tak enter frame sebab pakai baju melayu and kain pelekat je. 

On the same day, Rayhana warded at KPJ. Dia ada flu and cough since last 2 days. Tp mild. Flu pun running  nose. But that evening, dia mcm hard to breath, then mengamuk. Maybe tak selesa.  Tengok dada and perut dia, laju betul gerak. So decided to send her to KPMC. But Paed takde, so pg outpatient clinic jumpa Doc Attel. Doc Attel bg Neb and cakap nafas dia laju. Bdk kecik ni boleh diam plak masa Doc check. So after bg Neb, Doc panggil lg nak check progress dia. Nafas still laju. So he said, kene warded. So dia call receptionist tp xde Paed on call hari tu sebab raya haji. Baru nak minta Doc Afifah. So he asked to go to KPJ with the  referral letter that he's going to give me. 

Arrived at KPJ Rayhana dah tido. So we met Doc Fadhli. Doc kat outpatient clinic hari tuh. Public holiday kan, ramai plak tak sihat. Dia check pun cakap benda yg sama Doc Attel cakap. So I decided warded. Panic betul bila Rayhana jd mcm tuh. Before that, amik X Ray and Amik Neb lagi. This time dia gelak2 plak.  Geram plak tengok budak kecik ni. Nak gigit.... :D Mlm tu bermalam lah kami kat Hotel called KPJ, on my birthday eve plak. Mlm tu, Paed on call Doc Meena. I was expecting Doc Asmunni. Nevermind. Satu je Sha perasan kat KPJ ni, most of the nurses tak expert bila nak drip patient or amik darah patient. Masa nk amik darah for test, tak dapat cari urat darah. Masa dah warded nak drip, lama betul nak masuk. Bila dah masuk drip, Rayhana rasa tak best. Menjerit bila masuk ubat. Tau2, tiub tak masuk betul that's y dia rasa sakit. At last pasang drip kat kaki. first night and second okay tp hri ketiga tiub bocor, leaking and darah keluar. Hubby bawak p check, p tukar lagi tiub. Mlm tu masuk ubat, menjerit sakit lagi. Rupanya masuk tak betul gak. Eiiiiiiiiiiiii... Last2, minta cabut. Baik bg ubat kat dia thru mulut je. Itu je problem nya. The rest semua okay. Most of the nurses kat Paed Ward kenal Rayhana. Kalau bawak dia jalan2 kat luar bilik, diorg akan panggil nama dia. Bdk kecik ni suka tegur orang. :D 

  

Doc came next morning tunjuk X Ray results. Ada kuman. On her left and right lungs. Serious panic gila. But doc cakap, boleh hilang dengan antibiotic.  Aku tanya pebenda ni. Pneumonia. Bronchopneumonia.No wonder dia batuk. Syukur sangat dpt detect awal. My daughter such a strong girl. Doc cakap budak lain sama sakit dgn dia, dok merengek, terbaring. Dia plak, gelak, nk berjalan. Alhamdulillah, syukur sangat. Mak mana yg suka tengok anak sakit. Ini kan tengok dia buat fisio sedut lendir pun nak nangis. Since dia buat fisio, menjerit sakit sbb tiub masuk hidup and mulut, pipi dia jadi merah. Dia ada rosy cheeks. Until today. Ughhh, geram lagi. 

Alhamdulillah, she's getting better day by day. Monitor lebih. Ada symptom tak best bawak je jumpa specialist. Hari dia keluar lung dia clear dah tinggal skit je lagi bhgian atas sebelah kiri. Plan to amik vaccine for her plak. Kesian dia sakit mcm tuh. Thanks, Allah. 

::Tommie Tippie::

Some of you might know that I've been breastfeeding Rayhana and at the same time feed her with Formula Milk. Milk supply makin low. Day by day, makan punya la banyak but tak bengkak just like after puasa that day. Masa puasa mmg low but then abis puasa start bengkak balik. Now dah almost 2 weeks kot, tak bengkak. Mlm memang I direct feed her with my milk. Nowadays, mmg I dah tak pump lagi. Mcm takde masa. Tp patutnyer ada je masa eh? Sejak keje shift balik asyik rasa mcm tak cukup masa je. So terhegeh minum Susu for lactation balik. This time, I chose EnfaMama. Taste not bad.

Rayhana suka betul dengan feeding bottle dia. Termasuk soothers skali. From Tommie Tippie. I fed her with Avent before, mmg dia takmo. Mula2  masa baby dia aged 1-2 months tak silap. Then dia xnak even EBM. Now dah pandai pakai soother. Thanks hubby, ajar dia pakai benda tuh. Eeeeeeeeeiiii.... Berniat dari before preggy taknak pakai kan soother. Tewas jugak. Dah tu plak, si kecik ni aged 4 months now. Nak jugak pakai yg 0-3 months punya. Siap sengih2 lagi kalau bg dia yang tuh. Yang 3-6 months, dia buang. Betul la kot tagline kat box Tommie Tippie tuh. Closer to Nature.

 

One more thing, previous feeding bottle yang reached 3  months  je Sha buang. Takut nak pakai lama skit. Sepatutnye memang mcm tu kan? Anyone?

::Breasfeeding::

Ini adalah topic yang sangat crucial when it come to baby feeding. Ye, betul! Modern mum skang sangat mementingkan breastfeeding. Dulu2 tak pun mcm ni. Masa zaman mak2 kita dulu je kita selalu dengar.

Rayhana dah nak masuk 4 months old pun. Alhamdulillah. I've been breastfeed her since baby tapi ada skit problem lah. Sampai menangis jugak lah cik kak ni. Masa dia sehari dua, I just bg je breast to feed her. Then  I pump skali, tapi time tuh susu yang keluar adalah sangat lah sedikit. Dia mcm susu yang sangat pekat kekuningan. Mcm dpt dlm 4-5 titik je setiap kali pump. I google, diorg ckp okay. Perut baby time tu sebesar guli. Sebab risaukan baby tak cukup makan, I bg FM (which is I'm not suppose to give her) But time tu je. 2nd or 3rd day, I pump keluar susu yg pekat sangat color kekuningan lagi. Tp banyak. I dpt dlm 2.5 oz. I tau lah tu colostrum. Which is important and good sangat for baby. Rayhana kene jaundice. Alhamdulillah jaundice dia tak tinggi. From 8.1 to 4.1. Doc said, mum's milk adalah best medicine for jaundice. Thanks to mum's milk! Keep breastfeed her walaupun my breastmilk supply still skit. Padahal dah berapa hari and minggu jugak. So sup sawi and lobak putih menjadi makanan santapan utk banyakan susu. Alhamdulillah, mmg banyak the next day. Then asik bengkak and bocor setiap hari. I pump and simpan stock tp I simpan utk per day punya supply. setiap hari mcm tuh. Tak prepare pun untuk masuk keje. Kebetulan rayhana kuat minum, I direct feed dia. Lg best. Rasa bonding tu kuat sangat between daughter and mother. Even though tak mencurah2 breastmilk tu, tp I still bagi dia walaupun dah campur FM skit. Ada jugak hari yang dia tak amik FM. Itu kalau rezeki I lebih hari tuh. :)

Rayhana memang selalu nak "mengempeng". Selalu okay. I tau susu ada lagi, so bagi je lah. Tak susah pun. Sampai lah masuk office. Baru sedar tak prepare milk bila masuk office.  Storage banyak tp susu tak ada. Ke I malas pump? First day masuk office, dia bangun tido I make sure I breastfeed dia. Kalau ada stock susu dlm fridge, boleh bagi. If not, FM la next option. Balik office I bagi lagi. Pernah bengkak kat office. Memang teruk dan menangis. Siap tak leh drive balik rumah. Luckily my sis keje belakang office I je. Thanks to God, Rayhana takde rasa nipple confusion. Bg bottle minum, Bg breast lg lah suka. Sampai tertidur. Sampai sekarang dia mcm tuh. I chose Tommie Tippie. I ada Avent tp I rasa Tommy Tippie suitable for her. Sebab teat dia sangat lembut mcm nipple jugak. If FM or EBM isi dlm bottle, dia lg enjoy minum dr bottle Tommie.

Now, Ramadhan week milk supply went down balik.  Breast tak pernah bengkak. Tp bila pinch mmg ada milk, cuma tak banyak lah. So now, mind set lah yang penting. Pumping, or keep bf baby will produce more milk nanti. Itu apa yg I google lah. I take supplement jugak, Shaklee. I minum milo selalu. Just pray lah susu sentiasa ada for Rayhana at least for 6 months-1 year.

  

::Salam Ramadhan & My updates::

Alhamdulillah. Sampai jugak kita di bulan Ramadhan. How I wish I can perform Tarawikh just now tapi masa tak mengizinkan. Selamat Berpuasa, semua. Maafkan salah dan silap Sha sepanjang mengenali Sha sengaja atau tidak sengaja. Rindu zaman bertadarus masa sekolah dulu.

Alhamdulillah again, this year will be my first year fasting as a mom and with my beautiful daughter, Rayhana. Ya Allah, syukur sangat padamu dikurniakan peneman untuk Sha. Rezeki yang tak terhingga. Alhamdulillah.

She will turn 3 months next 15th July.  Tak sure dah berapa berat dia sekarang but mmg bersemangat jugak for baby at this age. Last timbang masa 2 months pun dah 5.1 kilos.

Opps.. Ada special message for her daddy dlm vid ni.. Hahahah..

What she can do now at this age? Alhamdulillah, since few weeks lagi dia dah boleh angkat kepala. If tidur meniarap atas badan kita, pandai tukar arah kepala sendiri. Dia dah pandai kenal orang. If Ibu and Abah dia ada at the same time, dia lagi gediks bila dengan Ibu dia. Yeay. Mom's BFF. Hahaha.. Rapat dengan Atuk and Mama Ngah dia. Oh ya, dua2 org suka manjakan dia. Dah start nak meniarap. Bila meniarap kan badan dia, dia pandai tolak badan. SubhanAllah. Suka berbual dengan orang. So Sha pun hentam lah guna baby language. Heee. Good respond. If baringkan dia or pangku dia, heboh nak angkat badan sendiri mcm nak duduk. :D Sha dari start dia pandai borak2, ajar dia perkataan Ibu. But few times dia pernah keluarkan perkataan "bu". Not sure if baby can do that. Follow apa kita ajar. But I'm happy. Alhamdulillah, senang jaga Rayhana. As a mom, for sure kita tiba2 expert bab2 baby. Bila masa nak tukar pampers. Kalau dia merengek like this and that kita tau sebab apa. Bila masa nak bagi makan. Bila masa time nak tidur. Macam2  lah dan ianya sangat enjoy. 

Oh ya, she enjoys when someone read a book for her. I've bought soft book at StreetMall flea market and I think it's good, Lullaby Time. Bila buka buku tu and bacakan kat Rayhana, terkinja2 dia bercakap. Tak sure apa yang dia tengok sampai seronok sangat. 

Lullaby Songs by Fisher Price works for her too whenever she wants to sleep. Memang dia akan tido sendiri. 

I still breastfeed. Tp bukanlah fully BF lagi sebab Sha mix jugak dgn FM. Rayhana kuat minum. Which is okay. Tapi x bengkak. If bengkak, fuhhh.. cannot tahan. Kat office sometimes je pump. If weekend tak keje, sha mmg BF terus. Kalau boleh tak nak stop breastfeed dulu. Harap rezeki BF for Rayhana tak putus. 3 months dah. Alhamdulillah. Hope sentiasa ada, at least sampai age dia setahun pun jadi lah. Amin. 

Did I told you that my weight after delivery was 63 kg? Last weight masa 38 weeks of my pregnancy was 82 kg. I gave birth on 39 weeks.  Rayhana keluar, placenta dah keluar, air ketuban dah keluar terus turun 63 kg. Erm, apa yang berat lagi? But Alhamdulillah, dapat kurus balik after pantang. Friends and aunties yang jumpa cakap makin kurus. Tak sure sebab apa. Tapi masa pantang and until now I still pakai PB (statement bukan nak promote), sha control makan jugak sebab breastfeed kan, takut ada yang sha makan allergic kat Rayhana. Lg satu sha rasa breastfeed pun boleh buat kita kurus. So mom to be out there, take note ya. Heee..

Once upon a time.. 

Now..

 Kuruskah? Ke takde beza? Sha rasa xda beza sangat.

::Leave abis dah::

Salam, 

I'm back in the office. 60 days je cuti? Skit and kejap kan? 60 days tuh masuk Saturday, Sunday & Public Holiday okeh. I thought 60 days maternity leave tuh tak termasuk hari2 tuh. Miss Rayhana dy. Mana tak nye, dah 2 days masuk keje, dia suka main2, senyum2, cakap2 plak pagi2 buta before I pergi kerje. So cute my daughter (statement biasa mak-mak puji anak sendiri :P). So in love with her.   Atuk & Nenek seronok jaga dia. But next week, dah balik umah sendiri. Merindu lah atuk & nenek dia kat Rayhana. 

Rayhana dah masuk 2 months 1 week. Alhamdulillah. Dia bertambah bersemangat. Pampers dah size M. Berat dah 5.1 kilos. Tang peha tu mcm ayam goreng, so kene pakai pampers besar skit. Dah nampak orang. Mata dah boleh ikut mana kami pergi. Selalu gelak, bila agah. Senyum bila kita kerap cakap dgn dia. Mengamuk mcm ibu nye, :p. Since 2/3 weeks, dia mmg dah pandai angkat kepala. Lepas tuh pandai alihkan kepala sendiri bila tidur meniarap atas badan kami. 1 thing I notice, I faham satu bahasa dia. Puas dok fikir ape dia nak dgn perkataan tuh. Bila dia sebut "Ingge~", means dia lapar or haus, nak susu . Dia hanya sebut tu bila lapar je. Bila time nangis biasa sebab panas ke, mengantuk then orang kacau ke, dia takde sebut. 

 Okay, ni normal behaviour for mak-mak. Record video anak. Take picture anak banyak2, jadikan wallpaper handphone, laptop, desktop, letak kat cubicle lagi. Paling best, puji anak sendiri. Ahaha, dulu I ckap, ape lah diorg ni. Now ada anak, baru tau mcmana. :P

Yes, my life changed. Tidur tak pernah cukup & lena sbb I lagi suka tgk dia tidur and berjaga incase dia lapar. Bila keluar tak bawak dia, teringat kat dia. Nak keluar skang pun tak selalu mcm dulu, sbb baby still small.  Now dah nak puasa  nak raya, tak sabar nk shop baju utk baby instead baju diri sendiri. Overall I really enjoy my new life. 

  

::Berpantang - Day 10::

Berpantang ni adalah menyiksa kan skit bagi orang yang suka makan mcm I ni. Hee. Yea lor, certain food je you boleh makan. Lagi banyak blackpepper lagi bagus. Asik2 makan ikan and sup. Tengok Cake Ice Cream BR dlm fridge geram je. Tp suka plak I minum Milo panas or Horlicks panas. 1 hari sampai 3 kali buat air tuh. 

So semalam baru teringat nak minum Polleney Ikan Haruan tuh. Review? Sangat sucks! Cannot describe taste dia mcmana. Teruk gila. Rasanya, air jamu yang tukang urut I buatkan lagi sedap dari Polleney ni. Nak tak nak kene minum jugak sebab tak mo rasa sakit episiotomy tu terasa. Furthermore, nak elok kan luka cepat. Dah day 10 still ada rasa sakit skit. Maybe sebab I jalan lasak. Tanya kawan, mostly in 7 days. Tp smlm minum Polleney, esoknya sakit rasa kurang. Means bagus la kan?

Time berpantang ni orang dok paksa I makan sayur. Paling beria yang suruh I makan sayur adalah hubby. Dia beli sawi park choy lah, lobak putih lah untuk banyak kan susu. But yes, sup sawi park choy tu memang boleh banyak kan susu compare tu sup lobak putih. I makan last Sunday sup sawi tu dua kali, the next day dapat pump 4 oz skali session. Alhamdulillah. 

Tomorrow ada appointment dengan Doc lagi sebab nak tengok Bilirubin level dah turun bawah 5 ke tak? Now 5.3.  If yes, Alhamdulillah. Permudahkan lah ya ALLAH.  

Berat Rayhana dah 3.4kilos. Masa lahir last week 3.03kilos. Pipi makin tembam. I'm so in love with her. Dia ada pose mulut tersendiri bila nak minta susu. Geram. 

I've tried bengkung from Mustika Ratu, tapi mcm tak selesa sebab tak rasa I boleh kempiskan perut I . So tukang urut tanya ada tak bengkung yang lilit panjang tuh. So I suruh in law I bawa dari kampung hari tuh. Tapi sape yang nak tolong lilitkan bengkung tuh? I've tried my PB. I pakai my waist nipper dulu. 9 bulan tak pakai woo.. tak tau muat ke tak. Nasib baik muat. I tengok perut I lepas bersalin kempis skit sari sebelum pregnant. So PB lah yang I pakai masa weekdays. Weekend ada ramai orang kat rumah, so diorg boleh tolong lilitkan bengkung panjang tuh. Oh ya, saje timbang berat semalam. My post pregnancy weight adalah 63.8kilos. Pre pregnancy 69 kilos. Last week of pregnancy hari tuh 82kilos. Mana pergi hilang semua berat tuh? Harus maintain ni. Mana tau boleh turunkan sampai 57-59 kilos? =)

:: Nur Rayhana & Pengalaman Bersalin di Hospital Serdang::

Assalamualaikum.. Some of you might know that I safely gave birth to my lil angel on Monday, 15th April 2013. Alhamdulillah, I'm so blessed with her present in my life. We named her Nur Rayhana since my pregnancy reached 4 months. I can't describe my feelings now. Syukur sangat2 to ALLAH. Rezeki yang tak terhingga nilainye. I'm so in love with her. Yes, Ibu loves you so much Rayhana. 

Seeing Izam called himself Abah pun rasa happy sangat. Tp hubby I ni mcm Pak lawak skit.  Dok selalu geram dengan baby sendiri. My Abah, Ibu, sis and lil brother dok called themselves Atuk lah, Nenek lah, Mak Ngah lah, Acu lah rasa kelakar. Ada yang takmo panggil makcik nak gak Aunty and Uncle. Amboi. Like my bro and SIL. :P

D.OB: 15th April 2013

Weight: 3.03KG

 P.S: Nurse, awak salah spell nama my Abah.

Contractions come and go

Okay, I citer skit pasal pengalaman bersalin dan pengalaman stay at Hospital Serdang. Monday morning around 4.50am tetiba I terjaga rasa sakit mcm period pain. Tp kejap je. So I ignore. Lepas tu at 5.30am, I rasa sakit yang sama lagi. So I pg toilet rasa nak pee pee. :) Then, spot something with blood. So I said, must be bloody show. Takpe tunggu dulu. Time tu baru terhegeh2 nak download application contraction tracker. Few minutes later, I start track. Gap 5 minutes apart. So I ckp kat diri sendiri, it's time kot. My mum bangun nak Subuh, I cakap kat dia terus. Time tu sakit leh tahan lagi. So I mandi, prepare ape yang patut and ckp kt  my husband I rasa dah masa pergi hospital. Husband I tido kat umah, I time tu kat umah my mum. Since work from home and last week of pregnancy I stay kat umah my mum. 

Around 7:45am, baru we all keluar rumah. Hubby tanya KPMC or Serdang? So we decide pergi Hospital Serdang. Nasib baik sakit leh tahan. Dah register semua, tunggu turn diorg panggil utk masuk PAC area. I tengok semua org perut besar2, tengok diri sendiri kecik. :) So when they called my name, bp, urine semua dah amik. So tunggu Doc dtg check.  At 10am, Doc check bukaan. I was dilated 4cm. So they suggested to check again at 2pm. 2pm lama tuh, so I pergi makan dulu. Lepak dengan hubby. Then Doc Sharmila check again.   This time I was dilated 6cm. So Doc suggested tunggu or jumpa hubby kat luar ke or duduk kat PAC waiting area. Kat situ ada lah few people yang boleh borak sama. Sebab apa kene tunggu, katil penuh. Ntah mcmana, hari tuh ramai plak yg nk bersalin. Nasib baik dtg awal. I dah pesan awal2 kat hubby, bila dah bersalin terus pergi counter depan book 1st class nyer ward. Nak duduk sorang2. Nak  menangis ke, nak suruh sape2 teman ke, boleh. Itu procedure diorg kata receptionist kat counter tu lah kan. Dah bersalin, baru leh pergi book. 

In Labour Room

At 3.15pm I cakap kat hubby, sakit makin kuat. Let say nak deliver nanti, diorg akan panggil hubby masuk. Before that, dah minta maaf kat my parents and in law. So masuk PAC balik , I ckp kat nurse sakit makin kuat and kerap. Selang 1 min. So diorg suruh I baring kat katil dulu. Time tu sakit dia, mak oi I tak leh tahan dah. I merengek mcm budak kecik, keep baca surah yunus, selawat, istighfar but sakit dia kuat sangat. I called nurse, I cakap tak tahan sakit dia kuat. I nak pain killer. Begging for pain killer okeh?? Nurse takmo bagi, dia kata nanti susah awak nak push. Sebab tak rasa nanti. I rasa nak pee plus buang air besar. Nurse cakap tak boleh jugak. Then Doc datang check bukaan lagi still 6cm and dia pecahkan air ketuban. Dah la nak pecahkan air ketuban punya lama. Tp Doc yang pecahkan air ketuban ni siap nyanyi2 plak. Dia tak tau ke tengah sakit masa tuh. So once the air ketuban pecah, fuhhh.. sakit dia lagi lah. Cannot describe. Then, I tengok perut I dah mengeras lain macam and I rasa nak buang air besar sangat. I terus panggil nurse and Doc cakap nurse saya rasa mcm nak push. Tak tahan! Nak nangis tak boleh. Sebab sakit sangat. Tak pernah rasa sakit mcm ni. :( Around 3.50pm diorg terus tolak I pergi labor room. They called my hubby to teman. Bila nampak hubby I, muka dia nmpk cuak. Tp dia kene stop kat counter depan labor room utk register or sign ape ntah. So dlm tu, stuff nurse Kumutha, check dah dilate 9cm. Ready to push dah. So she called Doc Farah Dilla, few nurse came to support me. So time diorg ready barang2 dlm labor room, I cakap I nak push. Diorg ckp tunggu2. Then, Doc Farah bg guidance. Tarik nafas dlm2 bila rasa sakit and teran sambil pandang perut. Teran mcm nk buang air besar? I dah la jarang rasa mcm tuh. Camna nak feeling? Teran2 for few times tak lepas. Diorg suruh curi nafas. Curi nafas? How? Try2 mcm tak lepas. I teran tang muka lah mostly nye. Hubby ada and I ckp sakit sangat B. Syg buat apa ni yang rasa susah sangat nk bersalin. Hubby try to calm me down. Suruh baca surah Yunus. Then dia kene marah dgn I sbb pegang kepala I masa tgh push. Hehehe.. Ampun B. Sbb I tak leh gerak. Push kali ke 4 or 5 I rasa something yang sakit,  mcm orang cucuk jarum. I sempat stop meneran I tanya apa tuh? Nurse cakap takde apa2 puan, terus meneran. Push yang lepas tu, tak lepas  jugak. So Doc Farah decide to vacuum my baby. Hubby kene keluar time ni. So while they preparing the procedure, sakit dtg. So I said I nak push, this is the time I rasa kat bawah tu lain macam. Then, Doc suddenly letak something atas perut, I pandang rupanya my baby.. Skin color pucat lagi. All the pain hilang mcm tu aje. I terus pegang my baby then terus dgr suara dia. Rasa lega hanya Allah je yg tau. Terus panjatkan syukur Alhamdulillah, dpt lahirkan Rayhana secara normal and dia selamat dilahirkan. The preparation to vacuum my baby was aborted. Nasib baik tak vacuum. Few minutes later, placenta pun keluar dah. Then, I have to deal with another pain plak. Episiotomy! Tp serious, sakit tu terasa masa jahit bahagian kulit, bahagian dalam tak sangat. Penat jangan cakap. Rasa mamai bila dah letih sangat. Sambil tu I borak2 dengan Doctor. Then Stuff nurse Kumutha datang balik, bawa my baby utk breastfeed. Walaupun I tak sure ada ke tak, I bg je. 

First time tengok baby sendiri depan mata, perasaan tuh sangat best.  Lepas doc settled. Then hubby masuk balik. Dapatlah dia tengok Rayhana masa tgh breastfeed. Hubby terus hulur tgn dia n kiss dahi. Syukur sangat. Nk peluk hubby kuat2, tp x leh gerak. 

Hubby only managed to book 2nd class as 1st class full. Takde yg discharge lg hr tu. I was told by hubby 2nd class 4 bedded. Tak leh nk imagine lg time tuh bilik mcmana. So lepas kuar labor, nurse brought me to 2nd class ward. Owh, sangat okay rupanya. Senyap je. Ada 4 beds yang gap dia sangat selesa. Toilet pun selesa, ada tempat nak shower skali sebelah tuh. 2nd class 5E depan office nurse. Nak panggil diorg senang je lepas tekan button. Cepat lah diorg datang. Malam tu memang tak leh tido. Risau kan baby. Just imagine, baby ditempatkan skali dengan I. First experience, pandai2 lah handle. Tp sebenarnye, bila ada baby, skills tu automatic je datang. Tiba2 I pandai breastfeed baby,  pandai basuh poo poo dia, salin baju kalau muntah. I banyak berzikir mlm tuh and cakap2 dengan baby. Hee.. Only bila dia terjaga la kan. Nak tunggu next day mcm kejap je. Dah pagi, mandi and prepare to breastfeed baby lagi. Walaupun time tu ade colostrum yg likat tuh aje, tp bagi je la kan. Dr dia berlapar. Tp bila dah masuk next day, rasa lambat je sbb tak sabar nak jumpa hubby and my parents. My parents tak jumpa lagi cucu diorg. Pagi tu lagi, Doc came to see me and nak check jahitan lagi. Uwaa.. Berjalan lagi. Thank God, it was okay and she confirmed if no issues with baby, hari ni boleh discharge. Yes!! So waktu visitor datang, my parents came. Happy betul diorg. Alhamdulillah. Then hubby came. I minta hubby tanya nurse kat depan if results baby dah keluar ke belum and I boleh discharge ke tak. Yes, on 2nd day tu jugak I boleh balik. Alhmdulillah.. Dipermudahkan. 

Bila discharge you need to go through 2 guards okay. Diorg akan tengok and confirmkan details mummy and baby before bg you jalan. Ya lah, to avoid case yg tak sepatutnya. Overall, Hospital Serdang adalah sangat okay.