::Common sakit for budak: Bronchitis? Acute Bronchitis? Bronchopneumonia? Bronchiolitis? Pneumonia?::

Pernah tanya diri, apa aku makan sampai anak aku selalu sakit eh? Tiap kali diorang sakit selalu aku minta maaf kat diorang. Kalau lah semua diorang rasa tu boleh pindah kat aku. I believe every moms penah ckp mcm ni bila anak tak sihat.

When I said my kids selalu sakit, let me tell you sakit mcmana. Do not jump to conclusion yg ntah apa2. Rayhana my first kid, kerap hospitalized since she was 6 months old acute bronchitis. Sometimes sampai kena pneumonia. When she was 2 weeks old, dia penah kena flu and cough yg teruk. Alhamdulillah, dia kuat. Berjangkit bila org datang visit rumah. Tau2 ada sorang dua tak berapa sihat. Nak buat mcmana, takkan nak letak board depan pintu kan? 2 org Paed jumpa, dua2 from KPMC. Dr Saiful and Dr Afifah. Dua2 sangat okay. Dr Afifah said dia ni puteri lilin, sensitive dgn banyak benda. Tp suggestion dia tuh like baringkan bantak tinggi, kerap letak vicks and jgn tido bawah aircond and kipas tu Alhamdulillah, buat Ray sihat.

Then when she turns 6 months. Exactly on my birthday dia hard to breath. Tak pernah experience baby kecik kene mcm tuh. Brought her to Poliklinik depan KPMC, Doc yg evaluate dia ckp, since she's too young tak boleh biar mcm ni. KPMC got no Dr on call for tonight. Hari tu hari raya haji plak tuh. Then he said, he will give referal letter and suggest me to go KPJ. Sampai KPJ, MO yg check terus ckp kena admit. Sebab dia punya abdominal breathing tuh nampak laju. More than 40 within a minute. Takut oxygen tak sampai otak. Time ni lah bermula nya episode tak sanggup nk tengok anak kene cucuk amik darah. First time kene admit. 

So what treatment I got during her first time? She was on drip. Antibiotic masuk thru IV. Rocephine. Consistently on nebulizer for 6 hours. Physio session once daily. Physio session for below 2, like tepuk percussion 10 min depan and 10 min belakang badan. Then , diorang akan balut and masukkan tiub yg halus for suction segala phlegm dlm hidung or tekak. First time, tengok nangis. Kiranya masa first time tuh, my dad yg tlg handle kan. Masa tu husband not around. My dad really faham. Dia ckp pergi tunggu dlm bilik je. 1. dia takut i mengamuk sebab buat anak I mcm tuh. 2. maybe dia takmo i nangis depan2 orang. Hahhaha.. The same treatment dia dpt all over again for few years.

Now Ray dah 3 years old. She has admitted for 10 times since she was 6 months old.  9 times for acute bronchitis, pneumonia, bronchopneumonia another 1 for dengue. The worst one, when her Paed diagnosed she kena pneumonia. Boleh nampak berbeza bila dia kene bronchitis. Bronchitis, dia still active sometims. If pneumonia, dia flat. Bila dia kene semua tuh, wheezing dia teruk and dia akan cranky sometimes. 

I starts study this and that. mainly for this respiratory issue and eczema. There are few things to take note if you have kids like this. Rayhana got eczema when she turns 2. Mcm tanda2 asthma. But Doc can't confirm until she besar skit. Teruk jugak eczema dia. So i monitor things yang dia makan. Sabun , syampoo dia makan. Even jenis milk yg dia minum. If bronchitis dia tak dtg, eczema dia keluar.

If you ask me, I rasa malu bila kerap masuk to the same hospital. But, kawan2 I cakap anak sakit jgn malu. Plus, all the nurses knew me well. They are friendly. Even can remember Ray and myself until today. I'm not fussy but very details. I even can remember all the type of treatment they will provide. Even nama ubat. I tell you eh, Dr Razak from KPJ Damansara impressed dgn I bila I explain pasal condition my kids. Ada 1 time, Paed at KPJ Kajang have to refer to Paed Surgeon at KPJ Damansara. Ni for Zaffran. He got intersusseption. I explain from A-Z. Dia kusyuk dengar. I stop dia tanya. Mommy, you work in medical service ke? I was like terkejut. Aik. IT - Medic.. No..No.. He said, you are so detail. Senang nak evaluate. =)

So moms, apa korang kena buat if anak you kerap kena? 

Tips:

• If anak kerap kena mcm Ray kena, tengok sekeliling dia mcmana. Ada org sakit. If ada org batuk skit2 and you boleh control takpe. If tak boleh control sampai rasa phlegm dia tu banyak and berbunyi, monitor dia food apa yg trigger. 
• Food is part of contributor.
• Ray cannot eat or drink semua makanan sejuk, fruit especially Orange. Chocolate. Benda2 ni trigger batuk dia and cause kahak dia pekat and banyak. I pantang benda ni, Alhamdulillah Ray tak kena for 4 months. Tp ada 1 time, accidentally dia makan, terus kena balik. 
• Since Ray selalu kene acute bronchitis ni, I beli nebulizer machine kat rumah. Tp before that I ask permission from her Paed. Ampul tu I ask what type of liquid they use at the hospital for nebulizer. For now I use combivent. Bila emergency and dia batuk teruk, I bagi. 
• I ada standby Ventolin and Flexotide in haler. If tak hospitalized, I use this consistently at certain times. 
• Fluimucil is the ubat cair kahak which I think safe most. Sebab dia like serbuk ORS. I tak suka bg ubat cair kahak yg macam ubat batuk tuh. 
• Rayhana is on Singular. Singular is ubat utk kuatkan paru2 dia. 
• Kalau boleh avoid bagi ubat batuk. Nebulizer or in haler tu dah cover. 
• Setakat anak batuk2 skit yg teruk, tak payah lah bagi. Case ni apply for those yg batuk teruk sampai phlegm dia boleh dgr kat tekak dr luar.
• Please..please.. any type of treatment yg u nak apply, always consult with your doctor. 
• Bila anak batuk yang teruk, monitor abdominal breathing dia. Angkat baju and tengok tepi bahagian tengah perut skit mcmana movement dia. Laju tuh like count 40 secs ke atas within a minute tu consider laju. 
• You tak boleh dengar wheezing dlm paru. Stethoscope can use to hear that. Benda yg korang dgr tuh, bunyi kahak dia kat bahagian antara bawah tekak ke paru2. 
• Bila dia batuk teruk and cranky like susah nak tido. Means dia tak bernafas dgn okay. Please jgn buat tak tau, or delay2. Else, oxygen dia tak sampai otak and budak boleh collapse.
• Terus la pergi emergency or clinic amik nebulizer. Potong queue kalau boleh. Sebab situation mcm ni mmg emergency.
• Kalau nurse tak bagi, marah dia balik. 

Rayhana just discharge last Monday ni. Baru je lagi. She admitted on Thursday morning. Saturday, tiba2 dia demam. Tp dia mmg ada mild batuk skit. Since Saturday until Monday, her temperature tinggi sangat. Always 39 and above. So I was pelik. Plus dia sangat tak bermaya. Tak nak makan sgt or minum susu mmg taknak langsung. Tp air suam dia nak. 

So I decided husband to take her to blood test. Platlet jatuh skit 1st Doc ckp. Ask to repeat a test esok to monitor platlet. Tomorrow I test lagi, jatuh lg skit. I was afraid lah jugak. Takut dengue lagi. Sbb dengue ni tak boleh kene banyak kali. This time tested with dengue test. Alhamdulillah -ve dengue. So doc bagi antibiotic since dh hari ke-5.But pagi2 buta on Thursday tuh around 2.45am mcm tuh. Badan dia panas. Temp almost 40c. So I asked my husband to bring her to clinic and ask for refer letter to see her Paed in KPJ. Masa ni dia punya batuk kerap, tp deep. Dia takde kahak. Mcm batuk org kene Tibi tuh. I was like something wrong. My instinct ckp mcm pneumonia je symptom dia. Sebab demam tinggi. Paed dia penah explain. If pakai stethoscope pun, wheezing or crept tak boleh dgr  kalau kahak pekat. Takut batuk deep tu sbb kahak terlalu pekat.Thursday Paed dia admit as she dehydrate too. Bg ubat demam on 9.45am, but at 11.30 still tak turun2. Amik darah, and result darah ada infection. But I still tak puas hati. Sebab twice nebulizer batuk dia susah nak cair. Friday at work, husband said, Doc sent her for X-Ray. Result X-Ray confirm pneumonia. I knew it! Mom instinct selalu betul. Left and right ada. I even boleh baca Xray results and Blood results. But so kesian lah dia sbb dia time terbaring je. No mood. 3 days baru demam dia kebah dkt hospital. Lepas tu baru dia senyum and nak main. Hi lah sayang, sabar skit, k. Maybe masa kecik je awak kerap kena. Ibu doakan awak sentiasa sihat walafiat lepas ni. Ibu selalu doa bila awak sakit, pindahkan lah kat ibu. Biar awak and adik sihat. Ibu takpe. 

::Terasa nak blogging balik?::

Banyak masa ketew?? Salam, it's been a while. Busy with kids tu normal lah eh. Siang for sure busy with new job. Last November I left my almost 8 years company Atos and moved to T-systems. Alhamdulillah, but I still love Atos the most. Sebab surrounding tak stress kot. :P I don't want to talk more about this. 

So started my preloved IG @prelovedby.sha to sell my preloved items. Nak move inshaAllah tak lama lagi. Nak buang sayang or bagi orang mcm rugi. Ahahah. So sell it is the best way. I sell my prelove baju as well. Like MANGO, H&M, Variante, Melissa. I help my friend to sell their designer bag too. I tak lah banyak, ada 1/2 to let go jugak. Like previously addicted to Sugarscarf, pun banyak dah let go. Alhamdulillah. Now, slowly pakai balik my own tudung which I called Ahseyaa. Stay tune about this. InshaAllah bila ada rezeki, I will announce. Started since 2013 but slowly to move another phase. Doakan for me. 

Kids Alhamdulillah, makin cerdik dgn keletah diorang. I feel blessed,  Ya Allah with these 2. Thank you. I hope I can be a good mom to them till end of time. 

Both of them down with fever since last week. Speedy recovery Sayang Ibu. Paling risau bila kakak tak sihat. Sebab dia akan flat. Anak ibu mesti kuat. Bila tak sihat, both of them nak Ibu. Bila sihat nak abah, sebab abah can layan her play sometimes. Ibu tak larat, nak patah pinggang rasanye. Hee.. I would love to share dlm blog how I handle my 2 kids yang kerap admit to hospital. How I handle my stress. I really harap last June was the last time diorang warded. I really hope diorang kuat lepas ni. Will share in my next post. Amin.. Amin for their good health. 

::It's been a while::

Wow.. punya lama tak update. Assalamualaikum... Hi... Blog tempat Sha nak taip ape je Sha nak. So here I am again. Curi masa a lil bit to update. :)

Dah nak masuk October. My birth month. Counting days jugak to leave Atos. Yes, I'm leaving Atos. My last day would be on 27th. After 7 years and 3 months. Fuh, setia kot.

Hectic month for me. Zaffran admitted for 3 times. Since July, Aug and Sept. 3 times in a row. Tapi Kakak admitted dulu. Kakak batuk selsema for few days. Amik neb, but then hard to breath balik. tak sedap hati, hubby bawa pergi KPJ and terus kene tahan dgn Paed dia. Dr Meena mmg dah biasa dgn dia since dia baby lagi. Kene pneumonia. Dr tahan dia sbb masa dia datang hr tu lung dia mcm tak pump oxygen, bdn dia mcm meringkut. Not sure how to explain. So , kakak admitted to KPJ for 7 times. Kawan cakap, tak boleh malu anak kerap masuk hospital. Nak buat mcmana. Next 2 days, Zaffran plak admitted for third time. wheezing, batuk teruk sangat. So berkampung lagi kat sane. Cuti mmg dah takde. Just imagine brp kali tahun ni anak2 masuk sepital. So Dr Meena requested Zaffran and Rayhana to be admitted in 1 room. Senang kot dia nak check dua2.

A week after , ada follow up check up, Ray is feeling better but Zaffran, batuk still ada. Haze satu, nursery budak batuk jgn ckp. Tp nak buat mcmana, kene antar jugak. Sian Zaffran. I tak pernah buat home remedy guna bawang putih and baby oil. I should try la balik nnti and apply to Zaffran. Anak2 Ibu, feel better soon okay. Mwahhhhs..

:: Updates::

Updates.. tapi type ntah bapa line je. Selamat Berpuasa, lovelies. Alhamdulillah, so far puasa penuh lagi.. ;) Tak tahan nye, lately sakit pinggang ke bawah sampai kaki rasa lemah. Tak sure kenapa. Thought nak pergi klinik balik office nanti. Lepas delivered hr tuh, mmg whole body sakit. Kejap sakit sini kejap sakit situ.

Alhamdulillah, Zaffran dah 3 months. Cepat je rambut dia panjang. Mama ngah dia cakap rambut durian. Manja, jangan cakap. Bila tanya Alang kat nursery dia mcmana, dia okay je tidur tp memang la ada certain time dia mengamuk. Sometimes nak ajak borak, takde orang borak dengan dia jerit. Tp kat rumah mak oi manja ya rabbi. Berulit dgn Sha je. Minum jangan ckp. Asyik2 nak minum. Kehausan. Bukannya p main bola and puasa pun. :D 

Rayhana clever day by day. Dah cakap ayat yang panjang2. Bila we all cakap yang dia jarang dengar dia repeat balik. Nanti selang sehari dua kita dengar dia guna ayat tuh. Panggil orang mcm orang tua. Nenek..ooo nenek.. atuk oo atuk.. Oooo tak penah tinggal. Now suka dok belek accessories sha dlm bilik termasuk lah make up. Dia tau eye shadow tu pakai kat mata. Dah dok perati mak dia bersiap, sure dia hafal tu utk apa. Pandai count 1-10. ABC semua dia dah kenal. Alif Ba Ta dia slow skit. Asal nak ajar dia lari. Color2 like black, pink, purple, orange, yellow, green, white, blue dia kenal. Lain sha tak test lagi. Kadang bila dia nak makan pandai angkat tgn sendiri baca doa. Doa apa tak sure lagi. Dalam bahasa dia lah kan.. Cerita favorite, Marsha and the bear, Peppa Pig, Dibo, Hi-5 dia memilih. Dia suka Hi-5 yang ada Fely tuh. hikhik.. Bila kene marah pandai amik hati orang dengan kenyit mata. Kalau dia terlanggar orang dia cakap, sowy=sorry. Mcm dah  boleh start potty training sebab bila dia poo poo or pee dia akan cakap kat kita. Tapi lepas tu lah br cakap. Ish..ish.ishh.. Rayhana ni dia lagi suka belek cousin dia Luth Faheem dari adik dia sendiri Zaffran. She called him Afran. 

I put on weight a lot compare to lepas deliver Rayhana. Masa Rayhana tuh, perut susah gila kot nak naik. But this time, fuh cepat je. Sha kuat makan. Maybe sebab this time I bfeed more compare than last time. Dulu kat office tak pump pun. Just bf Rayhana bila balik office and pergi office. Tak engorge sangat dulu. This time, mmg kene rajin pump kat office. Hampeh nya, office ni takde tempat yang okay for bfeed mom. Now Sha pump dlm unused store room. Kesian tak? Kalau kat surau, kalau bukan masa orang busy solat like before zuhur, then okay. Kalau tak mcm segan je nak pump depan org ramai kat surau tuh. SO kesimpulannya, if you see me anywhere and  nampak mcm 4 months preggy, itu adalah sebab I ate a  lot. No, I mcm stop dulu nak preggy. Bagi budak2 ni besar dulu. 

Baju raya dah siap? This year baju raya biasa2 je. Early of the year kan Jakel Sale, beli kain and tempah kat orang. RTW dress pun tak beli. I pakai baju Variante yang I beli end of last year . Tak pakai lagi bj tuh. So ok lah. Tinggal nak cari bj budak2 ni. Baju girls ni mcm2 eh. Bila dah ada anak lelaki br perasan bj boy ni mcm bosan skit. Ahaahhaha.. 

Economy mcm tak menentu skang eh. But I still thinking to look for another job within Cyberjaya. Too long lah working with Atos. 7 years kot. Ke nak genapkan 10 years? Tak sanggup. Dpt jd SAHM pun best eh. 

Okay lovelies, happy fasting!

::September Updates::

So, Rayhana warded again to KPJ early of this month. For 5th times. :( Just after we reached KL from Penang. She hardly to breath properly. So at 12am, we went to clinic to see doctor for nebulizer. I've asked Doc if she already has wheezing on her lung. And yes, wheezing memang ada. Memang dah ada okay. Bukan baru ada. So after nebulizer pun, memang ada lagi. So Doc cakap dia kene consistently on nebulizer every 4 hours.
I've decided to bring her back and monitor her situation. Plan to bring her to KPJ next day. At 4am and 6am, she woke up balik sebab mengamuk, susah nk bernafas. Before that I bg dia ventolin and flexotide. Bg rasa okay skit. 7 am, we reached KPJ emergency room. Sebab nafas dia naik turun. Dr Fazli yang warded kan  Rayhana masa first time masuk KPJ hr tu on duty. He even recognized my face and Rayhana. Dia tengok Rayhana dia cakap dada dia laju sangat ni. Kene on gas every 2 hours. Mula2 we all  boleh tak dengar dia cakap dia suruh warded. Lepas tu dia tanya ubat apa Sha ada lagi. So Sha cakap inhaler ade. But at the same time I so pelik kenapa dia tanya ubat apa ada lagi. Dia cakap, bagi inhaler tu every 2 hours, bila tak jalan bawak datang sini. So Izam, kalau dia warded boleh ke Doctor? Dr Fazli cakap, eh tadi saya tanya awak mcm tak nak dia warded. Tu yang saya pelik. Okay2, baik kita warded terus sebab laju ni. Oh, Dr confuse rupanya dengan apa yg kitorang tanya tadi. Kebetulan, Paed on call Paed Rayhana, Dr Meena.
So, further checked lepas bg nebulizer, temperature Rayhana naik to 38.1. Oxygen drop from 100% to 90%. Nurse yang amik darah Rayhana tak jumpa urat darah pulak. Kalau less minum memang urat darah susah nk timbul. Sian la dia dua kali cucuk tak jumpa. Lepas tu baru okay. Around 9, baru  naik Paed ward. Few nurse yang familiar with my face and Rayhana semua tanya.

First day, no physio session sebab public holiday. Rayhana kene amik XRay skali hari tuh. In the afternoon, jumpa lah kami dengan Dr Meena. From Xray results, her lung banyak flame. Blood  test okay. Cuma for the time being, rayhana kene on gas sepanjang masa. Thank God detected early. Kalau lama, turn to infection. This time flame dia banyak sangat. I pelik jugak mcmana pelik. sebab masa wedding day dia okay. Balik dr wedding malam tu start flu and batuk2. Next day, dengar nafas dia berbunyi. Puas fikir apa penyebab. Sebab dia bukannye selsema before tuh. Monday, we survive stay kat hospital sebab abah ibu ada kat Penang lagi. Next day physio session, therapist cakap banyak sangat. Dekat hidung and mulut. Next day buat lagi. Masa ni ibu abah jeje otw balik KL. Jeje sampai Jeje cakap Ana, who is my cousin yang baru kahwin tu cakap buah orange can trigger asthma and cause batuk selsema. Then br teringat Izam, bagi dia makan orange banyak masa wedding. At the end we stay kat KPJ for 6 days.

First 3 days, Rayhana asyik mengamuk. Bila masuk 7pm or maghrib. Dia mengamuk. Ni case lain. My bro and sis in law noticed masa diorang datang on Tuesday. Masa hr dia warded pun dia mengamuk, tp I sorang2 je. On 3rd day, pukul 7pm dia mengamuk lagi. Masa tu I dah pasang ayat kursi, ruqyah. Dia mengamuk pukul2 kepala. Sape tak pelik. I call my husband suruh dia dtg hospital now. Bila azan dia diam. Then masa ayat ruqyah tengah pasang, ada phase dia mcm ikut kita baca. Around 8pm baru dia diam. Minum susu then tidor. So 8 something, my husband came bawa air yassin. Dia bacakan ayat kursi and ada ayat lain dekat Rayhana and basahkan dr kepala Rayhana ke kaki dia. Lepas tu bagi dia minum air yassin tu skit. I told my family in law pasal ni. So we suspect Rayhana kene kacau masa dekat RnR Tapah. Sebab masa tu maghrib and we all keluar dari kereta. Masa lepas Rnr Tapah ada skali dia tiba2 mengamuk cakap akut..akut (Takut). Masa tidur 4am and 6am pun jadi benda yang sama. Ada biras I punya dad boleh tengok kan. Wallahualam. Kita ikhtiar. So pakcik suggest kitorang baca beberapa ayat Al-Quran. Alhamdulillah, next day dan seterusnya Rayhana tak mengamuk lagi.

Rayhana since dia nak jadi kakak and lepas sakit, sangat lah manja. Especially with me. Skit2 abu..abu.. Mana-mana abu. Nak tido abu. Nak jalan abu. Dia still panggil Ibu, Abu.

Last week, ada appointment with O&G. Alhamdulillah baby membesar dengan baik at 14 weeks. k sabar nak tengok dia masa next check up nanti. Ntah dapat tahu ke tak baby girl or baby boy. Hope baby sihat walafiat okay baby.

This month memang stress skit. Rayhana tak sihat, office matter. Memang stress. Bertabah je lah.

Oh, kene beli baju lain dah. Bj skang ni dah tak berapa muat. Hikhik.. Hint for hub utk shopping. See ya next time lovelies!

::Nur Rayhana is 1::

If you read this blog 1 day, I just want you to know that I love you so much, sayang. Nothing can beat that. It's been a year now since you came to my life. To our life. You are joy to everyone. Thanks for being nice to them. They love you so much too. How lucky you are, sayang.

With severe contraction in the morning and unbearable contraction at noon, you came to my life. A year ago,   on this date at 4.15pm. I still remember the time as I looked at the clock. Not at the time mentioned by the Doctor 4.43pm. The time was declared after the placenta out from my womb. 

We named you Nur Rayhana since I was pregnant 4 months. We love this name. The meaning of it- Bau2/Wangian in malay. Simple. 

How time flies, you started to crawl, talking, standing and walking for few steps. Your first favorite song was I'm Little Teapot. Haha.. You love when I started to read a book for you when you turned 3 months. Your first word, ba-ba. Then A-bah. Yes, you call your dad first instead of me. Daddy's girl. But you are always my favorite. You are fast learner. Just like your mom. Hahahaha.. Latest word out from your mouth are Bear and ALLAH. I love you. I love you. 

Happy birthday my precious, Nur Rayhana. You are the prettiest girl and good girl I've ever met. 

::DoktorBudak.Com::

I've got to ask the DoktorBudak.Com further about this, just to get more clarification and confirmation about Ray's condition. Memang dah tanya Paed Rayhana. Tapi tau lah, first time mommy kan, concern nya melampau2. Hahaha.. DoktorBudak.Com ni website yang Dr Halina recommended to all her blog reader. Since last year I read some of the questions and answers tapi baru skang nk tanya soalan. Sangat useful okay. Thanks, Dr Halina! So I share some of the answer I asked from one of the Doktor. 

"Good day Dr. Saya tahu Dr sudah pernah jawab http://doktorbudak.com/2013/07/31/mengapa-anak-saya-selalu-batuk/. Saya tahu environment is a key yang buatkan anak saya 10 bulan kerap batuk. Since 6 months old dah 3 kali dia warded to KPJ. First time Paed detected mild pneumonia sbb ada kuman skit dlm paru-paru. Itu pun detect lepas Dr on call that day suggest XRay sebab wheezing dia kuat and nafas dia laju sangat. Kalau dah macam tu surely cranky all the time. Dr antibiotik and ubat cair kahak, bg neb, but physio(suction) and masuk air skali. Alhamdulillah, she’s okay after 5 days warded. A month after, warded lagi for 3 days sebab benda yang sama. Wheezing and hard to breath but tak buat Xray utk check paru2. Tp Paed bg neb, buat suction, and ubat cair kahak. Latest, at 10 months warded for 5 days lagi. This time macam worst sebab masa first day bila lepas bg neb, selang 1 hour dia hard to breath lagi. So this time consistently bagi neb every 3 hours not like before 6 hours, suction, ubat cair kahak and ubat kuatkan paru2. Soalan saya: 

1) Is it okay for 2nd and 3rd time Dr tak buat XRay to detect any sympton macam 1st time warded, mild pneumonia? 

2) I asked Dr if my baby got asthma but she said no, it’s acute bronchitis. 

3) I heard and read once pasal pneumokokal vaccine, is it another important vaccine we should take for our baby? IS this vaccine can prevent pneumonia? 

Thanks a lot Dr. I appreciate your time to read this and respond. "

Ask a Question. in response to Ayesha:  

 Ayesha, 

1) Tidak perlu buat xray setiap kali ada masalah ernafasan sekiranya doktor tahu diagnosis melalui pemeriksaan dan tiada komplikasi dari jangkitan pernafasan tersebut. 

2) Acute bronchiolitis adalah jangkitan yang biasanya berlaku pada yang kurang dari setahun akibat jangkitan virus. Ia menyebabkan simptom seakan-akan asthma. namun begitu , memandangkan dia telah mendapat berulang kali ada kemungkinan anak sebenarnya mengalami viral induced wheeze. (lelah disebabkan virus). Biasanya kanak-kanak yang mengalami masalah ini bermula dengan jangkitan virus- selsema , batuk, adakala demam dan disusuli sesak nafas. Jika ia masih kerap berlaku , bincang dengan doktor yang merawat samada perlu ubat ( ventolin atau montelukast). Bincang dengan pakar , saya hanya mencadangan perkara yg puan boleh bincangkan dengan doktor sekiranya berlarutan masalah ini. 

3) Yes, kalau berkemampuan , dapatkan di hospital/klinik swasta kerana vaksin ini tidak boleh didapati di hospital kerajaan. Ia menghalang jangkitan pneumonia yang disebabkan oleh kuman pneumococcal (ia merbahaya) tetapi perlu ingat bahawa pneumonia boleh disebabkan oleh pelbagai virus dan bakteria lain. Saya sangat menggalakkan agar diambil.

Macam-macam jenis soalan and concerns from moms our there u oll boleh jumpa dalam ni. U oll boleh search keyword like cold fever ke fever ke cough ke diarrhea ke sure jumpa answer for your question. Kalau takde, you may ask them. Jawapan may be delayed but just be patience, they will answer jugak. :D  

::Being a mom::

I must say it is challenging job for something new like this. Just imagine, you 've lived with parents for 29 years, 3 years with husband and then .... with small lil girl with cheeky face and eyes. I'm still coping up my life with husband. Can you believe that? We knew each other for 6 years now. Married for 3 years. Alhamdulillah, but still lots of thing I need to learn and cope up. That's another story.

What I want to say about being a mom? I'm not supermom, ok. Not yet. :p  I'm being protective, very protective when it comes about Rayhana. Bak kata Najib, "Rakyat di dahulukan!" Seriously?? Yes, Rayhana come first, then baru myself and hubby and so on.

I'm so blessed with her present to my life. She always makes me smile. Which baby don't kan? Nak adapt life tuh memang makan banyak masa. Yea, you are the employee, a mom, a wife, a daughter, a personal shopper bla..bla.. Banyak kan? Busy, penat. But I do really enjoy my life. 

My lil girl, cheeky tau. Dia sangat friendly dengan orang. Dia suka betul copy paste apa yang org buat.  Lasak, memang lasak. Kalau balik umah my mum, bila tanya sapa nak mandikan Rayhana. Ada je yang volunteer. Tapi bila tanya sape nak pakai kan baju, semua orang buat tak tau. Ahaha.. Lasak. Nak pakai kan pampers yang boleh buat dlm seminit boleh jadi berminit2. Itu baru pakai pampers. Belum sapu Vicks, Minyak telon, Powder, Cologne, Losyen bla..bla..Berperang, okay. Mcam ni nak buat OOTD memang susah.. :D But let her be. Ini time dia explore this and that.. She's teething now. Doc Meena nampak last Saturday masa dia sengih. Crawling belum lagi. Meniarap macam rambo dah. Laju betul kalau kejar barang. Panjat atas bantal expert. Bukan atas bantal, atas badan kita pun dia boleh panjat. Pandai merajuk. Pandai tunjuk malu. Love her.. Love her.. 

When you be a mom, you mcm ada buat extra homework skit. Study and keep track baby development. Study apa yang patut and tak patut for your baby. Mcm buat research and assignment. But insyaAllah, it will turn to something good and benefit for you. 

Oh ya, I had a dream last night. Kononnya pregnant lagi. LOL.. Am I ready? So here she is, my litltle girl. Hopefully jadi anak yang solehah, rajin solat, rajin baca AlQuran, rajin tolong ibu and abah, hormat orang tua, cerdik pandai, lembut hati, dapat jaga ibu and abah nanti bila dah tua. Alhamdulillah, Nur Rayhana is 8 months old now.

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::Salam AidilAdha::

Assalamualaikum, 

How was your Eid Adha? Mine was okay in the morning. With lots of foods, Alhamdulillah. Makan je keje. My parents cooked Nasi Arab uolls. Hahah.. Sedap. They are the best chef in the world! Then ada Rendang, nasi impit, lemang, kuah kacang, mee hoon soto.. Fuh..  Rayhana still mengantuk masa I dah siap. Hubby went to Solat raya. Below pic amik pun after solat raya. Hubby tak enter frame sebab pakai baju melayu and kain pelekat je. 

On the same day, Rayhana warded at KPJ. Dia ada flu and cough since last 2 days. Tp mild. Flu pun running  nose. But that evening, dia mcm hard to breath, then mengamuk. Maybe tak selesa.  Tengok dada and perut dia, laju betul gerak. So decided to send her to KPMC. But Paed takde, so pg outpatient clinic jumpa Doc Attel. Doc Attel bg Neb and cakap nafas dia laju. Bdk kecik ni boleh diam plak masa Doc check. So after bg Neb, Doc panggil lg nak check progress dia. Nafas still laju. So he said, kene warded. So dia call receptionist tp xde Paed on call hari tu sebab raya haji. Baru nak minta Doc Afifah. So he asked to go to KPJ with the  referral letter that he's going to give me. 

Arrived at KPJ Rayhana dah tido. So we met Doc Fadhli. Doc kat outpatient clinic hari tuh. Public holiday kan, ramai plak tak sihat. Dia check pun cakap benda yg sama Doc Attel cakap. So I decided warded. Panic betul bila Rayhana jd mcm tuh. Before that, amik X Ray and Amik Neb lagi. This time dia gelak2 plak.  Geram plak tengok budak kecik ni. Nak gigit.... :D Mlm tu bermalam lah kami kat Hotel called KPJ, on my birthday eve plak. Mlm tu, Paed on call Doc Meena. I was expecting Doc Asmunni. Nevermind. Satu je Sha perasan kat KPJ ni, most of the nurses tak expert bila nak drip patient or amik darah patient. Masa nk amik darah for test, tak dapat cari urat darah. Masa dah warded nak drip, lama betul nak masuk. Bila dah masuk drip, Rayhana rasa tak best. Menjerit bila masuk ubat. Tau2, tiub tak masuk betul that's y dia rasa sakit. At last pasang drip kat kaki. first night and second okay tp hri ketiga tiub bocor, leaking and darah keluar. Hubby bawak p check, p tukar lagi tiub. Mlm tu masuk ubat, menjerit sakit lagi. Rupanya masuk tak betul gak. Eiiiiiiiiiiiii... Last2, minta cabut. Baik bg ubat kat dia thru mulut je. Itu je problem nya. The rest semua okay. Most of the nurses kat Paed Ward kenal Rayhana. Kalau bawak dia jalan2 kat luar bilik, diorg akan panggil nama dia. Bdk kecik ni suka tegur orang. :D 

  

Doc came next morning tunjuk X Ray results. Ada kuman. On her left and right lungs. Serious panic gila. But doc cakap, boleh hilang dengan antibiotic.  Aku tanya pebenda ni. Pneumonia. Bronchopneumonia.No wonder dia batuk. Syukur sangat dpt detect awal. My daughter such a strong girl. Doc cakap budak lain sama sakit dgn dia, dok merengek, terbaring. Dia plak, gelak, nk berjalan. Alhamdulillah, syukur sangat. Mak mana yg suka tengok anak sakit. Ini kan tengok dia buat fisio sedut lendir pun nak nangis. Since dia buat fisio, menjerit sakit sbb tiub masuk hidup and mulut, pipi dia jadi merah. Dia ada rosy cheeks. Until today. Ughhh, geram lagi. 

Alhamdulillah, she's getting better day by day. Monitor lebih. Ada symptom tak best bawak je jumpa specialist. Hari dia keluar lung dia clear dah tinggal skit je lagi bhgian atas sebelah kiri. Plan to amik vaccine for her plak. Kesian dia sakit mcm tuh. Thanks, Allah. 

::Tommie Tippie::

Some of you might know that I've been breastfeeding Rayhana and at the same time feed her with Formula Milk. Milk supply makin low. Day by day, makan punya la banyak but tak bengkak just like after puasa that day. Masa puasa mmg low but then abis puasa start bengkak balik. Now dah almost 2 weeks kot, tak bengkak. Mlm memang I direct feed her with my milk. Nowadays, mmg I dah tak pump lagi. Mcm takde masa. Tp patutnyer ada je masa eh? Sejak keje shift balik asyik rasa mcm tak cukup masa je. So terhegeh minum Susu for lactation balik. This time, I chose EnfaMama. Taste not bad.

Rayhana suka betul dengan feeding bottle dia. Termasuk soothers skali. From Tommie Tippie. I fed her with Avent before, mmg dia takmo. Mula2  masa baby dia aged 1-2 months tak silap. Then dia xnak even EBM. Now dah pandai pakai soother. Thanks hubby, ajar dia pakai benda tuh. Eeeeeeeeeiiii.... Berniat dari before preggy taknak pakai kan soother. Tewas jugak. Dah tu plak, si kecik ni aged 4 months now. Nak jugak pakai yg 0-3 months punya. Siap sengih2 lagi kalau bg dia yang tuh. Yang 3-6 months, dia buang. Betul la kot tagline kat box Tommie Tippie tuh. Closer to Nature.

 

One more thing, previous feeding bottle yang reached 3  months  je Sha buang. Takut nak pakai lama skit. Sepatutnye memang mcm tu kan? Anyone?

::Selamat Hari Raya::

Today is my 2nd day at work. What a nice life. Orang lain still in raya mood. This year mood raya kurang skit. But happy jugak since this is my first raya celebration with Rayhana. Not much picture I snapped during 1st-3rd raya. Lagi best 2nd raya day I stayed at home. Tunggu orang datang yg tak stop2. Tiring but happy to know some people I don't manage to get close to before. 

My MIL met an accident 1 week before Raya. Admitted to hospital for 4 days. Alhamdulillah, she's getting better now. 

We went back to Johor 2 days before raya. Jalan tak jammed, best skit. Tak lah penat duduk dlm kereta. So came back from Johor on Sunday. Early morning tuh, takut jammed. But the traffic ran smoothly. Alhamdulillah. Sampai jugak. 

1st Day Raya  - Luaskan kuasamu, Johor

 

 My Rayhana. Pergi raya semangat dengan headband, sampai rumah orang headband kemana and selamba tidur je.

  

Ni kat rumah orang lagi. Hahaha.. I was wearing Grace kurung from Rizalman. Which is super nice. Comfort gila. Beaded Shawl from ZazaBeadmeplease. My favo shoes SF Bermuda & Tote bag, Furla Arianna.

 Left: My SIL. Kat rumah orang selamba camwhore dengan dia. The other 2 sisters, Fiza & Ika MIA. Right: Brothers with daughter and son. Mana satu adik, mana satu abang? Guess cepat!

Ni dah sedar diri skit. Laman rumah kitorang betul2 depan simpang jalan masuk and keluar kampung. So malam2 bising tu dah biasa. 

3rd Day Raya - Malacca / N9

Got a chance to meet my family and beraya with them at Malacca & N9. Nasib baik sebelah Johor je. Time ni, memang makan sedap2.

Not in the picture, my brother - Cipit and wifey.

I was wearing Dress from Wan Farish and Shawl from Arzu. 

How was your Raya? 

::Breasfeeding::

Ini adalah topic yang sangat crucial when it come to baby feeding. Ye, betul! Modern mum skang sangat mementingkan breastfeeding. Dulu2 tak pun mcm ni. Masa zaman mak2 kita dulu je kita selalu dengar.

Rayhana dah nak masuk 4 months old pun. Alhamdulillah. I've been breastfeed her since baby tapi ada skit problem lah. Sampai menangis jugak lah cik kak ni. Masa dia sehari dua, I just bg je breast to feed her. Then  I pump skali, tapi time tuh susu yang keluar adalah sangat lah sedikit. Dia mcm susu yang sangat pekat kekuningan. Mcm dpt dlm 4-5 titik je setiap kali pump. I google, diorg ckp okay. Perut baby time tu sebesar guli. Sebab risaukan baby tak cukup makan, I bg FM (which is I'm not suppose to give her) But time tu je. 2nd or 3rd day, I pump keluar susu yg pekat sangat color kekuningan lagi. Tp banyak. I dpt dlm 2.5 oz. I tau lah tu colostrum. Which is important and good sangat for baby. Rayhana kene jaundice. Alhamdulillah jaundice dia tak tinggi. From 8.1 to 4.1. Doc said, mum's milk adalah best medicine for jaundice. Thanks to mum's milk! Keep breastfeed her walaupun my breastmilk supply still skit. Padahal dah berapa hari and minggu jugak. So sup sawi and lobak putih menjadi makanan santapan utk banyakan susu. Alhamdulillah, mmg banyak the next day. Then asik bengkak and bocor setiap hari. I pump and simpan stock tp I simpan utk per day punya supply. setiap hari mcm tuh. Tak prepare pun untuk masuk keje. Kebetulan rayhana kuat minum, I direct feed dia. Lg best. Rasa bonding tu kuat sangat between daughter and mother. Even though tak mencurah2 breastmilk tu, tp I still bagi dia walaupun dah campur FM skit. Ada jugak hari yang dia tak amik FM. Itu kalau rezeki I lebih hari tuh. :)

Rayhana memang selalu nak "mengempeng". Selalu okay. I tau susu ada lagi, so bagi je lah. Tak susah pun. Sampai lah masuk office. Baru sedar tak prepare milk bila masuk office.  Storage banyak tp susu tak ada. Ke I malas pump? First day masuk office, dia bangun tido I make sure I breastfeed dia. Kalau ada stock susu dlm fridge, boleh bagi. If not, FM la next option. Balik office I bagi lagi. Pernah bengkak kat office. Memang teruk dan menangis. Siap tak leh drive balik rumah. Luckily my sis keje belakang office I je. Thanks to God, Rayhana takde rasa nipple confusion. Bg bottle minum, Bg breast lg lah suka. Sampai tertidur. Sampai sekarang dia mcm tuh. I chose Tommie Tippie. I ada Avent tp I rasa Tommy Tippie suitable for her. Sebab teat dia sangat lembut mcm nipple jugak. If FM or EBM isi dlm bottle, dia lg enjoy minum dr bottle Tommie.

Now, Ramadhan week milk supply went down balik.  Breast tak pernah bengkak. Tp bila pinch mmg ada milk, cuma tak banyak lah. So now, mind set lah yang penting. Pumping, or keep bf baby will produce more milk nanti. Itu apa yg I google lah. I take supplement jugak, Shaklee. I minum milo selalu. Just pray lah susu sentiasa ada for Rayhana at least for 6 months-1 year.

  

::Salam Ramadhan & My updates::

Alhamdulillah. Sampai jugak kita di bulan Ramadhan. How I wish I can perform Tarawikh just now tapi masa tak mengizinkan. Selamat Berpuasa, semua. Maafkan salah dan silap Sha sepanjang mengenali Sha sengaja atau tidak sengaja. Rindu zaman bertadarus masa sekolah dulu.

Alhamdulillah again, this year will be my first year fasting as a mom and with my beautiful daughter, Rayhana. Ya Allah, syukur sangat padamu dikurniakan peneman untuk Sha. Rezeki yang tak terhingga. Alhamdulillah.

She will turn 3 months next 15th July.  Tak sure dah berapa berat dia sekarang but mmg bersemangat jugak for baby at this age. Last timbang masa 2 months pun dah 5.1 kilos.

Opps.. Ada special message for her daddy dlm vid ni.. Hahahah..

What she can do now at this age? Alhamdulillah, since few weeks lagi dia dah boleh angkat kepala. If tidur meniarap atas badan kita, pandai tukar arah kepala sendiri. Dia dah pandai kenal orang. If Ibu and Abah dia ada at the same time, dia lagi gediks bila dengan Ibu dia. Yeay. Mom's BFF. Hahaha.. Rapat dengan Atuk and Mama Ngah dia. Oh ya, dua2 org suka manjakan dia. Dah start nak meniarap. Bila meniarap kan badan dia, dia pandai tolak badan. SubhanAllah. Suka berbual dengan orang. So Sha pun hentam lah guna baby language. Heee. Good respond. If baringkan dia or pangku dia, heboh nak angkat badan sendiri mcm nak duduk. :D Sha dari start dia pandai borak2, ajar dia perkataan Ibu. But few times dia pernah keluarkan perkataan "bu". Not sure if baby can do that. Follow apa kita ajar. But I'm happy. Alhamdulillah, senang jaga Rayhana. As a mom, for sure kita tiba2 expert bab2 baby. Bila masa nak tukar pampers. Kalau dia merengek like this and that kita tau sebab apa. Bila masa nak bagi makan. Bila masa time nak tidur. Macam2  lah dan ianya sangat enjoy. 

Oh ya, she enjoys when someone read a book for her. I've bought soft book at StreetMall flea market and I think it's good, Lullaby Time. Bila buka buku tu and bacakan kat Rayhana, terkinja2 dia bercakap. Tak sure apa yang dia tengok sampai seronok sangat. 

Lullaby Songs by Fisher Price works for her too whenever she wants to sleep. Memang dia akan tido sendiri. 

I still breastfeed. Tp bukanlah fully BF lagi sebab Sha mix jugak dgn FM. Rayhana kuat minum. Which is okay. Tapi x bengkak. If bengkak, fuhhh.. cannot tahan. Kat office sometimes je pump. If weekend tak keje, sha mmg BF terus. Kalau boleh tak nak stop breastfeed dulu. Harap rezeki BF for Rayhana tak putus. 3 months dah. Alhamdulillah. Hope sentiasa ada, at least sampai age dia setahun pun jadi lah. Amin. 

Did I told you that my weight after delivery was 63 kg? Last weight masa 38 weeks of my pregnancy was 82 kg. I gave birth on 39 weeks.  Rayhana keluar, placenta dah keluar, air ketuban dah keluar terus turun 63 kg. Erm, apa yang berat lagi? But Alhamdulillah, dapat kurus balik after pantang. Friends and aunties yang jumpa cakap makin kurus. Tak sure sebab apa. Tapi masa pantang and until now I still pakai PB (statement bukan nak promote), sha control makan jugak sebab breastfeed kan, takut ada yang sha makan allergic kat Rayhana. Lg satu sha rasa breastfeed pun boleh buat kita kurus. So mom to be out there, take note ya. Heee..

Once upon a time.. 

Now..

 Kuruskah? Ke takde beza? Sha rasa xda beza sangat.

::Leave abis dah::

Salam, 

I'm back in the office. 60 days je cuti? Skit and kejap kan? 60 days tuh masuk Saturday, Sunday & Public Holiday okeh. I thought 60 days maternity leave tuh tak termasuk hari2 tuh. Miss Rayhana dy. Mana tak nye, dah 2 days masuk keje, dia suka main2, senyum2, cakap2 plak pagi2 buta before I pergi kerje. So cute my daughter (statement biasa mak-mak puji anak sendiri :P). So in love with her.   Atuk & Nenek seronok jaga dia. But next week, dah balik umah sendiri. Merindu lah atuk & nenek dia kat Rayhana. 

Rayhana dah masuk 2 months 1 week. Alhamdulillah. Dia bertambah bersemangat. Pampers dah size M. Berat dah 5.1 kilos. Tang peha tu mcm ayam goreng, so kene pakai pampers besar skit. Dah nampak orang. Mata dah boleh ikut mana kami pergi. Selalu gelak, bila agah. Senyum bila kita kerap cakap dgn dia. Mengamuk mcm ibu nye, :p. Since 2/3 weeks, dia mmg dah pandai angkat kepala. Lepas tuh pandai alihkan kepala sendiri bila tidur meniarap atas badan kami. 1 thing I notice, I faham satu bahasa dia. Puas dok fikir ape dia nak dgn perkataan tuh. Bila dia sebut "Ingge~", means dia lapar or haus, nak susu . Dia hanya sebut tu bila lapar je. Bila time nangis biasa sebab panas ke, mengantuk then orang kacau ke, dia takde sebut. 

 Okay, ni normal behaviour for mak-mak. Record video anak. Take picture anak banyak2, jadikan wallpaper handphone, laptop, desktop, letak kat cubicle lagi. Paling best, puji anak sendiri. Ahaha, dulu I ckap, ape lah diorg ni. Now ada anak, baru tau mcmana. :P

Yes, my life changed. Tidur tak pernah cukup & lena sbb I lagi suka tgk dia tidur and berjaga incase dia lapar. Bila keluar tak bawak dia, teringat kat dia. Nak keluar skang pun tak selalu mcm dulu, sbb baby still small.  Now dah nak puasa  nak raya, tak sabar nk shop baju utk baby instead baju diri sendiri. Overall I really enjoy my new life. 

  

:: Nur Rayhana & Pengalaman Bersalin di Hospital Serdang::

Assalamualaikum.. Some of you might know that I safely gave birth to my lil angel on Monday, 15th April 2013. Alhamdulillah, I'm so blessed with her present in my life. We named her Nur Rayhana since my pregnancy reached 4 months. I can't describe my feelings now. Syukur sangat2 to ALLAH. Rezeki yang tak terhingga nilainye. I'm so in love with her. Yes, Ibu loves you so much Rayhana. 

Seeing Izam called himself Abah pun rasa happy sangat. Tp hubby I ni mcm Pak lawak skit.  Dok selalu geram dengan baby sendiri. My Abah, Ibu, sis and lil brother dok called themselves Atuk lah, Nenek lah, Mak Ngah lah, Acu lah rasa kelakar. Ada yang takmo panggil makcik nak gak Aunty and Uncle. Amboi. Like my bro and SIL. :P

D.OB: 15th April 2013

Weight: 3.03KG

 P.S: Nurse, awak salah spell nama my Abah.

Contractions come and go

Okay, I citer skit pasal pengalaman bersalin dan pengalaman stay at Hospital Serdang. Monday morning around 4.50am tetiba I terjaga rasa sakit mcm period pain. Tp kejap je. So I ignore. Lepas tu at 5.30am, I rasa sakit yang sama lagi. So I pg toilet rasa nak pee pee. :) Then, spot something with blood. So I said, must be bloody show. Takpe tunggu dulu. Time tu baru terhegeh2 nak download application contraction tracker. Few minutes later, I start track. Gap 5 minutes apart. So I ckp kat diri sendiri, it's time kot. My mum bangun nak Subuh, I cakap kat dia terus. Time tu sakit leh tahan lagi. So I mandi, prepare ape yang patut and ckp kt  my husband I rasa dah masa pergi hospital. Husband I tido kat umah, I time tu kat umah my mum. Since work from home and last week of pregnancy I stay kat umah my mum. 

Around 7:45am, baru we all keluar rumah. Hubby tanya KPMC or Serdang? So we decide pergi Hospital Serdang. Nasib baik sakit leh tahan. Dah register semua, tunggu turn diorg panggil utk masuk PAC area. I tengok semua org perut besar2, tengok diri sendiri kecik. :) So when they called my name, bp, urine semua dah amik. So tunggu Doc dtg check.  At 10am, Doc check bukaan. I was dilated 4cm. So they suggested to check again at 2pm. 2pm lama tuh, so I pergi makan dulu. Lepak dengan hubby. Then Doc Sharmila check again.   This time I was dilated 6cm. So Doc suggested tunggu or jumpa hubby kat luar ke or duduk kat PAC waiting area. Kat situ ada lah few people yang boleh borak sama. Sebab apa kene tunggu, katil penuh. Ntah mcmana, hari tuh ramai plak yg nk bersalin. Nasib baik dtg awal. I dah pesan awal2 kat hubby, bila dah bersalin terus pergi counter depan book 1st class nyer ward. Nak duduk sorang2. Nak  menangis ke, nak suruh sape2 teman ke, boleh. Itu procedure diorg kata receptionist kat counter tu lah kan. Dah bersalin, baru leh pergi book. 

In Labour Room

At 3.15pm I cakap kat hubby, sakit makin kuat. Let say nak deliver nanti, diorg akan panggil hubby masuk. Before that, dah minta maaf kat my parents and in law. So masuk PAC balik , I ckp kat nurse sakit makin kuat and kerap. Selang 1 min. So diorg suruh I baring kat katil dulu. Time tu sakit dia, mak oi I tak leh tahan dah. I merengek mcm budak kecik, keep baca surah yunus, selawat, istighfar but sakit dia kuat sangat. I called nurse, I cakap tak tahan sakit dia kuat. I nak pain killer. Begging for pain killer okeh?? Nurse takmo bagi, dia kata nanti susah awak nak push. Sebab tak rasa nanti. I rasa nak pee plus buang air besar. Nurse cakap tak boleh jugak. Then Doc datang check bukaan lagi still 6cm and dia pecahkan air ketuban. Dah la nak pecahkan air ketuban punya lama. Tp Doc yang pecahkan air ketuban ni siap nyanyi2 plak. Dia tak tau ke tengah sakit masa tuh. So once the air ketuban pecah, fuhhh.. sakit dia lagi lah. Cannot describe. Then, I tengok perut I dah mengeras lain macam and I rasa nak buang air besar sangat. I terus panggil nurse and Doc cakap nurse saya rasa mcm nak push. Tak tahan! Nak nangis tak boleh. Sebab sakit sangat. Tak pernah rasa sakit mcm ni. :( Around 3.50pm diorg terus tolak I pergi labor room. They called my hubby to teman. Bila nampak hubby I, muka dia nmpk cuak. Tp dia kene stop kat counter depan labor room utk register or sign ape ntah. So dlm tu, stuff nurse Kumutha, check dah dilate 9cm. Ready to push dah. So she called Doc Farah Dilla, few nurse came to support me. So time diorg ready barang2 dlm labor room, I cakap I nak push. Diorg ckp tunggu2. Then, Doc Farah bg guidance. Tarik nafas dlm2 bila rasa sakit and teran sambil pandang perut. Teran mcm nk buang air besar? I dah la jarang rasa mcm tuh. Camna nak feeling? Teran2 for few times tak lepas. Diorg suruh curi nafas. Curi nafas? How? Try2 mcm tak lepas. I teran tang muka lah mostly nye. Hubby ada and I ckp sakit sangat B. Syg buat apa ni yang rasa susah sangat nk bersalin. Hubby try to calm me down. Suruh baca surah Yunus. Then dia kene marah dgn I sbb pegang kepala I masa tgh push. Hehehe.. Ampun B. Sbb I tak leh gerak. Push kali ke 4 or 5 I rasa something yang sakit,  mcm orang cucuk jarum. I sempat stop meneran I tanya apa tuh? Nurse cakap takde apa2 puan, terus meneran. Push yang lepas tu, tak lepas  jugak. So Doc Farah decide to vacuum my baby. Hubby kene keluar time ni. So while they preparing the procedure, sakit dtg. So I said I nak push, this is the time I rasa kat bawah tu lain macam. Then, Doc suddenly letak something atas perut, I pandang rupanya my baby.. Skin color pucat lagi. All the pain hilang mcm tu aje. I terus pegang my baby then terus dgr suara dia. Rasa lega hanya Allah je yg tau. Terus panjatkan syukur Alhamdulillah, dpt lahirkan Rayhana secara normal and dia selamat dilahirkan. The preparation to vacuum my baby was aborted. Nasib baik tak vacuum. Few minutes later, placenta pun keluar dah. Then, I have to deal with another pain plak. Episiotomy! Tp serious, sakit tu terasa masa jahit bahagian kulit, bahagian dalam tak sangat. Penat jangan cakap. Rasa mamai bila dah letih sangat. Sambil tu I borak2 dengan Doctor. Then Stuff nurse Kumutha datang balik, bawa my baby utk breastfeed. Walaupun I tak sure ada ke tak, I bg je. 

First time tengok baby sendiri depan mata, perasaan tuh sangat best.  Lepas doc settled. Then hubby masuk balik. Dapatlah dia tengok Rayhana masa tgh breastfeed. Hubby terus hulur tgn dia n kiss dahi. Syukur sangat. Nk peluk hubby kuat2, tp x leh gerak. 

Hubby only managed to book 2nd class as 1st class full. Takde yg discharge lg hr tu. I was told by hubby 2nd class 4 bedded. Tak leh nk imagine lg time tuh bilik mcmana. So lepas kuar labor, nurse brought me to 2nd class ward. Owh, sangat okay rupanya. Senyap je. Ada 4 beds yang gap dia sangat selesa. Toilet pun selesa, ada tempat nak shower skali sebelah tuh. 2nd class 5E depan office nurse. Nak panggil diorg senang je lepas tekan button. Cepat lah diorg datang. Malam tu memang tak leh tido. Risau kan baby. Just imagine, baby ditempatkan skali dengan I. First experience, pandai2 lah handle. Tp sebenarnye, bila ada baby, skills tu automatic je datang. Tiba2 I pandai breastfeed baby,  pandai basuh poo poo dia, salin baju kalau muntah. I banyak berzikir mlm tuh and cakap2 dengan baby. Hee.. Only bila dia terjaga la kan. Nak tunggu next day mcm kejap je. Dah pagi, mandi and prepare to breastfeed baby lagi. Walaupun time tu ade colostrum yg likat tuh aje, tp bagi je la kan. Dr dia berlapar. Tp bila dah masuk next day, rasa lambat je sbb tak sabar nak jumpa hubby and my parents. My parents tak jumpa lagi cucu diorg. Pagi tu lagi, Doc came to see me and nak check jahitan lagi. Uwaa.. Berjalan lagi. Thank God, it was okay and she confirmed if no issues with baby, hari ni boleh discharge. Yes!! So waktu visitor datang, my parents came. Happy betul diorg. Alhamdulillah. Then hubby came. I minta hubby tanya nurse kat depan if results baby dah keluar ke belum and I boleh discharge ke tak. Yes, on 2nd day tu jugak I boleh balik. Alhmdulillah.. Dipermudahkan. 

Bila discharge you need to go through 2 guards okay. Diorg akan tengok and confirmkan details mummy and baby before bg you jalan. Ya lah, to avoid case yg tak sepatutnya. Overall, Hospital Serdang adalah sangat okay.