::Penat::

I really salute all SAHM out there. I really thought diorang sangat best stay at home, manage kids and go out whenever they want. Tapi  hakikatnya tidak ye, kawan-kawan. Being SAHM for 8 months, memang memenatkan. Dengan toddler yg sedang membesar mcm Zaffran, pregnant and ada new baby lagi. Adik beradik fight each other berebut toys, masak bila rajin, kemas rumah, send and pick up kakak at school. Penat. Memang penat. Bila ada baby lagi lah, breastfeeding few times in a day. Tp Alhamdulillah, Zayn Mateen so far senang jugak nak handle. Tak mcm Zaffran dulu. Sampai ramai org cakap, eh apran masuk balik dlm perut mak ko. Haha. Okay bunyi mcm complain plak since jd SAHM. Tp mmg rindu nak kerja. Ada me time, buat kerja mengadap laptop tak gerak. Ehehe.  If ada rezeki ada lah. Nak buat business from home pun, kene think carefully. Banyak benda kena decide.

Nak start kerja pulak, kena buat banyak benda. Kena train Zayn feeding from bottle. Kena cari nursery yang I boleh trust. Yang boleh jaga Zayn and Zaffran nanti. Zaffran makin lasak nowadays. Energy dia mcm tak ada full stop. Dia lain dari yang lain. At 2, cakap mcm age 4. Ayat dia susun cantik je. Ada je akal dia. Kalau dia rasa sunyi je rumah mesti dia cari something yg dia boleh jadikan activity dia like, conteng dinding rumah. Yes. Conteng dinding. Baru duduk rumah baru last March, bilik diorang dah ada mcm2 lukisan. Takpe lah. Malas nak stress. 

I miss my babes. Lyanne, Lai Yee and Aivy. I miss my gossip babe, Liza. Rindu zaman study dulu. Buat apa2 tak pikir problem pun. Relax je create problem. :D

::Oh hey, it's been a while lah, gang!::

So I have 2 stories to update rasanya. So far 2 lah, the most important thing jadi to me k. 

Firstly, Alhamdulillah, I just gave birth to my handsome lil man named Zayn Mateen on 7th September 2017. This time, bersalin dekat Hospital Serdang balik. 

Second, my current status as Stay at Home Mom. Waaaaa, SAHM gitew. 

I'll update about those tomorrow, inshaAllah. Oh ya, feel like to blog again even tak lah berapa ramai reader. Ahaks. Cuma few things, i suka share. 

Stay tune.

:: Updates::

Updates.. tapi type ntah bapa line je. Selamat Berpuasa, lovelies. Alhamdulillah, so far puasa penuh lagi.. ;) Tak tahan nye, lately sakit pinggang ke bawah sampai kaki rasa lemah. Tak sure kenapa. Thought nak pergi klinik balik office nanti. Lepas delivered hr tuh, mmg whole body sakit. Kejap sakit sini kejap sakit situ.

Alhamdulillah, Zaffran dah 3 months. Cepat je rambut dia panjang. Mama ngah dia cakap rambut durian. Manja, jangan cakap. Bila tanya Alang kat nursery dia mcmana, dia okay je tidur tp memang la ada certain time dia mengamuk. Sometimes nak ajak borak, takde orang borak dengan dia jerit. Tp kat rumah mak oi manja ya rabbi. Berulit dgn Sha je. Minum jangan ckp. Asyik2 nak minum. Kehausan. Bukannya p main bola and puasa pun. :D 

Rayhana clever day by day. Dah cakap ayat yang panjang2. Bila we all cakap yang dia jarang dengar dia repeat balik. Nanti selang sehari dua kita dengar dia guna ayat tuh. Panggil orang mcm orang tua. Nenek..ooo nenek.. atuk oo atuk.. Oooo tak penah tinggal. Now suka dok belek accessories sha dlm bilik termasuk lah make up. Dia tau eye shadow tu pakai kat mata. Dah dok perati mak dia bersiap, sure dia hafal tu utk apa. Pandai count 1-10. ABC semua dia dah kenal. Alif Ba Ta dia slow skit. Asal nak ajar dia lari. Color2 like black, pink, purple, orange, yellow, green, white, blue dia kenal. Lain sha tak test lagi. Kadang bila dia nak makan pandai angkat tgn sendiri baca doa. Doa apa tak sure lagi. Dalam bahasa dia lah kan.. Cerita favorite, Marsha and the bear, Peppa Pig, Dibo, Hi-5 dia memilih. Dia suka Hi-5 yang ada Fely tuh. hikhik.. Bila kene marah pandai amik hati orang dengan kenyit mata. Kalau dia terlanggar orang dia cakap, sowy=sorry. Mcm dah  boleh start potty training sebab bila dia poo poo or pee dia akan cakap kat kita. Tapi lepas tu lah br cakap. Ish..ish.ishh.. Rayhana ni dia lagi suka belek cousin dia Luth Faheem dari adik dia sendiri Zaffran. She called him Afran. 

I put on weight a lot compare to lepas deliver Rayhana. Masa Rayhana tuh, perut susah gila kot nak naik. But this time, fuh cepat je. Sha kuat makan. Maybe sebab this time I bfeed more compare than last time. Dulu kat office tak pump pun. Just bf Rayhana bila balik office and pergi office. Tak engorge sangat dulu. This time, mmg kene rajin pump kat office. Hampeh nya, office ni takde tempat yang okay for bfeed mom. Now Sha pump dlm unused store room. Kesian tak? Kalau kat surau, kalau bukan masa orang busy solat like before zuhur, then okay. Kalau tak mcm segan je nak pump depan org ramai kat surau tuh. SO kesimpulannya, if you see me anywhere and  nampak mcm 4 months preggy, itu adalah sebab I ate a  lot. No, I mcm stop dulu nak preggy. Bagi budak2 ni besar dulu. 

Baju raya dah siap? This year baju raya biasa2 je. Early of the year kan Jakel Sale, beli kain and tempah kat orang. RTW dress pun tak beli. I pakai baju Variante yang I beli end of last year . Tak pakai lagi bj tuh. So ok lah. Tinggal nak cari bj budak2 ni. Baju girls ni mcm2 eh. Bila dah ada anak lelaki br perasan bj boy ni mcm bosan skit. Ahaahhaha.. 

Economy mcm tak menentu skang eh. But I still thinking to look for another job within Cyberjaya. Too long lah working with Atos. 7 years kot. Ke nak genapkan 10 years? Tak sanggup. Dpt jd SAHM pun best eh. 

Okay lovelies, happy fasting!

::OOTD::

OOTD? What is it? Outfit of the day! I don't get use to update or post about my looks. But once in a time, thinking to post/share it on my blog time from time. Hehehe..

Scarves: Flea Market
Jacket: Dressing Paula
Tank Top: Forever 21
Jeans: Mango
Bag: Charles & Keith
Wedges: Vincci 
  

Scarves: Flea Market

Lacey Top: Forever 21

Jeans: Mango

Bag: Marc By Marc Jacobs

Pump Shoes: Charles & Keith

Scarves: Flea Market

Button shirt: Cotton on

Jeans: Cotton On

Bag: Coach

Wedges: Vincci  

Scarves: Aidijuma

Lacey Peplum Top: Korean Style ( I love Korean fashion)

Jeans: Mango

Bag: LV Speedy Mono 35

Ballerina: Ferragamo Bermuda

Scarves: Aidijuma

Top: H&M

Skirts: Mango

Bag: Tods G-Line

Ballerina: Ferragamo Bermuda
Statement Necklace: DIY 

Scarves: Flea Market

Jacket: Korean Blogshop

Tank Top: Mango

Jeans: Mango

Bag: Furla Arianna

Ballerina: Jelly Bunny

Scarves: Aidijuma

Denim Shirt: Dorothy Perkins

Jeans: H&M

Bag: LV Speedy Mono 35

Ballerina: Ferragamo Bermuda

I love bawal scarves so much. It suits me well. Compare to shawl. I don't like to style it. It will take time. I'm not that rajin to style it. Lol. I love Mango Jeans. I got about 10-12 Mango Jeans. It just because the cutting look perfect on my leg. Nampak kurus! Hahaha..

::Salam Ramadhan & My updates::

Alhamdulillah. Sampai jugak kita di bulan Ramadhan. How I wish I can perform Tarawikh just now tapi masa tak mengizinkan. Selamat Berpuasa, semua. Maafkan salah dan silap Sha sepanjang mengenali Sha sengaja atau tidak sengaja. Rindu zaman bertadarus masa sekolah dulu.

Alhamdulillah again, this year will be my first year fasting as a mom and with my beautiful daughter, Rayhana. Ya Allah, syukur sangat padamu dikurniakan peneman untuk Sha. Rezeki yang tak terhingga. Alhamdulillah.

She will turn 3 months next 15th July.  Tak sure dah berapa berat dia sekarang but mmg bersemangat jugak for baby at this age. Last timbang masa 2 months pun dah 5.1 kilos.

Opps.. Ada special message for her daddy dlm vid ni.. Hahahah..

What she can do now at this age? Alhamdulillah, since few weeks lagi dia dah boleh angkat kepala. If tidur meniarap atas badan kita, pandai tukar arah kepala sendiri. Dia dah pandai kenal orang. If Ibu and Abah dia ada at the same time, dia lagi gediks bila dengan Ibu dia. Yeay. Mom's BFF. Hahaha.. Rapat dengan Atuk and Mama Ngah dia. Oh ya, dua2 org suka manjakan dia. Dah start nak meniarap. Bila meniarap kan badan dia, dia pandai tolak badan. SubhanAllah. Suka berbual dengan orang. So Sha pun hentam lah guna baby language. Heee. Good respond. If baringkan dia or pangku dia, heboh nak angkat badan sendiri mcm nak duduk. :D Sha dari start dia pandai borak2, ajar dia perkataan Ibu. But few times dia pernah keluarkan perkataan "bu". Not sure if baby can do that. Follow apa kita ajar. But I'm happy. Alhamdulillah, senang jaga Rayhana. As a mom, for sure kita tiba2 expert bab2 baby. Bila masa nak tukar pampers. Kalau dia merengek like this and that kita tau sebab apa. Bila masa nak bagi makan. Bila masa time nak tidur. Macam2  lah dan ianya sangat enjoy. 

Oh ya, she enjoys when someone read a book for her. I've bought soft book at StreetMall flea market and I think it's good, Lullaby Time. Bila buka buku tu and bacakan kat Rayhana, terkinja2 dia bercakap. Tak sure apa yang dia tengok sampai seronok sangat. 

Lullaby Songs by Fisher Price works for her too whenever she wants to sleep. Memang dia akan tido sendiri. 

I still breastfeed. Tp bukanlah fully BF lagi sebab Sha mix jugak dgn FM. Rayhana kuat minum. Which is okay. Tapi x bengkak. If bengkak, fuhhh.. cannot tahan. Kat office sometimes je pump. If weekend tak keje, sha mmg BF terus. Kalau boleh tak nak stop breastfeed dulu. Harap rezeki BF for Rayhana tak putus. 3 months dah. Alhamdulillah. Hope sentiasa ada, at least sampai age dia setahun pun jadi lah. Amin. 

Did I told you that my weight after delivery was 63 kg? Last weight masa 38 weeks of my pregnancy was 82 kg. I gave birth on 39 weeks.  Rayhana keluar, placenta dah keluar, air ketuban dah keluar terus turun 63 kg. Erm, apa yang berat lagi? But Alhamdulillah, dapat kurus balik after pantang. Friends and aunties yang jumpa cakap makin kurus. Tak sure sebab apa. Tapi masa pantang and until now I still pakai PB (statement bukan nak promote), sha control makan jugak sebab breastfeed kan, takut ada yang sha makan allergic kat Rayhana. Lg satu sha rasa breastfeed pun boleh buat kita kurus. So mom to be out there, take note ya. Heee..

Once upon a time.. 

Now..

 Kuruskah? Ke takde beza? Sha rasa xda beza sangat.

::Lets InstaGram::

 Do you have InstaGram? Are you following me? Let me know your ID and I will follow you. Lets share our moments together!

 My ID: @fadiaayesha 

 

 

::Update on Dear Hanis Haizi Chanel Party::

Hola,

This is the update about party I've attended yesterday.

This is part of the deco:

The Door Gift

The person I met at this event. I love outfit wore by Myra & my lead, Mai. Myra, she's a gorgeous Mummy! Mai, I love her pants and shoessssss... Lawanyer.. Sempat snap pix with Nurul, and Hanis.

I wore my black 4 inches heels yesterday. It was okay when I wore it in the office. But yesterday feel 1 kind plak. After the event, I changed to my wedges. But tali putus????? What the heck! Found out, kaki bengkak ma.. Until today. :P NI namanye pregnant tak sedar diri. :P Nak feel ala2 Victoria Beckham, boleh??

My date yesterday.. Heheheh.. Mata Ayuni ni sangat lawa. Suka tengok. 

Enjoy your new favo application, dear! :P 

Below pictures credited to Photog of the day: Hafiz Atan

We had fun yesterday. Thanks to Hanis organized this party. Walaupun I tak menang the ultimate Chanel Flap Handbag, I enjoy the event. Syera deserved it! I mmg tau dia akan menang after I sent my post to Hanis I baca Syera punya post plak. She's so creative! Congrats, Syera Begam. 

More fun event will come. Lets join us if you want to be part of us!

::Entering 3rd Trimester::

Alhamdulillah, syukur sangat NR and myself dah nak masuk 3rd trimester, to be exact this Sunday lah going to be 28 weeks. Okay, to be honest rasa scary but at the same time I rasa excited. I can't wait to meet my lil one. Pray for us, okay?

Okay last weekend I went to Baby Expo @ PWTC. Okay lah, but the feel when buying baby stuff , clothes lain sangat. Banyak betul baby stuff and cantik2, especially for baby girl. OKay, my mum and my sister yang excited that day. My mum siap pesan kalau nak pergi beli barang baby ajak dia lagi.. :P Owh, grandma NR ni. Dah lama tak merasa kot. Last time beli baju Farhan Haiqal, kami yang belikan. Ibu tak shop sangat. So this month, focus more on baby stuff. Mostly baju lah. I taknak prepare sekali gus. So I think baby gear important lah bila nak mula shop. So managed to grab few items lah. 

 Last week was my checkup day at KPMC with Dr Mimi. Masa sampai , diorg inform Dr Mimi ada emergency D&C tanya ada org call ke tak? I said for sure, no. Kalau tak sure I tak dtg. So they suggested Dr Jamil. Okay, I tak biasa Doc lelaki. Tapi feedback yang I penah baca pasal KPMC semua cakap Dr Jamil okay, cuma tak banyak cakap. Seboleh2nya, Dr Jamil nak kita deliver cara normal. Muka dia mcm policeman pun ada. Garang dgn staff tp maybe baik hati. Tak sure lah. So I decided buat check up dgn dia. Penat wooo bangun pagi. :P Owh, check up dgn dia ni mcm okay jugak. Bilik dia besar compare to bilik Dr Mimi. Maybe sebab dia Pengarah kat situ kot. Mmg specialized dia ObGyn. Machine yang dia guna ada 4D. Yes, at least dpt tgk muka NR. First2, dia tanya u tak penah attend Antenatal class lagi kan? Erk, mmg tak lah kan. I thought nak study sendiri je pasa natural birth, breastfeeding. I told him, going to join this March. Malas nk bnyk citer. So then, Dr Jamil check and said heartbeat okay, features okay. Owh, I saw her. Muka NR dah tembam dr last time I buat 4D masa 23 weeks. Alhamdulillah semua okay. Owh ya, I missed my appointment kat government hospital last Tuesday. But bagus nya diorg call kita reset another appointment. Tp tak bestnyer, 1/2 hari ada kat situ. 

Lately I selalu missed minum Anmum. Kat office I breakfast cereal dgn Susu HL or Farm's Marigold tu I dah consider I dah minum susu. Ubat pun I makan Obimin je since HB I dah okay. I stop makan Zincofer dulu. 

My baby bump makin besar. Linea Negra tu pun makin clear garisnya. Day by day I dah boleh recognize my baby movement. Bila masa dia tidur and bila masa dia active. Night time dia sangat active. Kalau Izam tak suruh dia tidur, dia gerak je sane sini. Okay, mcm betul dia dgr cakap Izam. Baby tak suka I tidur mengiring. Time tu lah dia kerap menendang or menumbuk. So terlentang lah I tidur jadinya. Anything for my baby, I tak kisah. Pdahal tidur mengiring tu mmg pose favo.

 I was trying to find new tops to wear for this Sunday's event. Tak muat jacket2 yang I nak pakai. Haiz.. So next, I nak story or discuss pasal Perineal Massage to avoid episiotomy and breastfeeding plak. Or maybe Hypnobirth.

C you later.  

::Dear Hanis Haizi CHANEL Party::

Ticket Price: RM 80 / PAX

PM me if interested to join. Lets Go GLAM. Lets get to know each other!

::Goodbye 2012 & Welcome 2013::

Apa je aku buat 2012?

Bukanlah jenis yang suka travel. This was during family Trip to Bandung. First time pg holiday tempt jauh dgn parents. Biasanye dengan Jeje je. Haha..

  

I met the most promising online entrepreneur and my blogger friend, Mai which 1 of the CDM.

We are 1 team now and insyaALLAH I will be like her 1 day nanti.  

Awarded as PIMU (Incident Problem Manager) of the Year last April 2012! 

Diamond Night 2012! What a GLAM night!

 I managed to cut down my kilos in 2 months: April - June!  Premium Beautiful Corset, controlled my food intake (because of the waist nipper, semua control lah kan..) and help to place unnecessary fat to the place it supposed to be on my body. 

G.L.O.W (Green Leaders Orientation Week) formerly known as NDO! We are family!

My very first personal photoshoot. Owh, love it!

 Rezeki Ramadhan and Syawal as confirmed pregnant and now I'm in my 24 weeks of my pregnancy! Pray the best for me ya. 

  

 Atos Annual Dinner @ Sunway Hotel Resort & SPA 

  

I've attended SM / SSM Seminar Cycle 3! 

GLAM (Green Leaders Academy Malaysia) for Online Entrepreneur like US!!

 That are some of important things happened in my life so far. 

What I'm looking forward for 2013:

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New life as a mother.

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Amin! Usaha + Doa + Tawakal, insyaAllah!

::Week 22:

Alhamdulillah. Dah half way of my pregnancy journey. What I can say is Alhamdulillah ALLAH bagi peluang rasa macam ni. Tak pernah rasa macam ni seumur hidup and I'm blessed. 

So this week, I'm 22 weeks pregnant. For those yang tak tau, insyaAllah my due date on 21st April 2013. Maybe cepat maybe lambat skit, Wallahualam. Hanya ALLAH je tau.  

Yes, perut I tak lah besar macam orang lain. Pelik jugak. Tak banyak makan ke? Tapi setiap masa nak mengunyah je. Perut orang lain2 eh. Yang penting baby sihat. Amin. Makanan tu kene sentiasa ada kat drawer kat office or fridge kat rumah. Sekarang makan tak memilih, semua hentam. Tak macam masa mula2 dulu. Asyik nak makan makanan pedas and Tomyam was my favo. 

Lately, kaki kerap cramp. Kalau malam2 tidur tuh even pakai socks pun, betis tu senang je nak kene tarik mengkarung. Some of people call it simpul biawak? Not sure which one yg biasa orang panggil.  Mild headache tu biasa kalau makan lambat. Gastrik tu pun senang kalau tak breakfast. Masih pakai wedges and heels pergi office lagi. Stretchmark, Alhamdulillah kat perut takda lagi. Best part is perut rasa geli. Hehehehehe.. Actively bergerak. So skang dah pesan awal kat baby, malam duk diam2 tidur and rehat. :D So behave skit lah. Tapi siang, kemain lagi. Takpe, redha. Suka rasa bila baby gerak2 dlm perut. Letak tangan kat perut pun dah leh nampak pergerakan kat tangan tuh. Tak sure if he/she's kicking or punching. 

Pasal gender, tak sure la boy or girl. Last week scan dok ckap baby awak ni tgh bersujud. Tak nampak sgt. Tp instinct I mcm girl. Heheh.. Not sure.. Boy and girl ke asalkan sihat sempurna. 

 Tak besar kan? Tapi banyak baju yg tak muat. So redha je lah. Heee.. I'm more comfortable in dress compare to jeans or pants. I bought Belly Belt kat Mothercare, it was okay. Tapi serious mcm tak suka pakai jeans dah. Mari shop more dress!! Sapa nak ikut? Lets...

Doakan the best for me okay? Thanks, Love.. 

::Evoque::

 This car is so gorgeous on the road. 

In love at first sight! Poyo? Yes!! :P 

Few colors available but White and Red nampak cun skit. 

Last weekend, I went to the showroom. Saja nak belek. Mengada. 

Okay, kagum. Pergi try sendiri kalau nak kagum jugak. :D

Feel sendiri all the specs. The moment open the door pun dah kagum. Naik, start engine, nak tukar gear, duduk dlm keta tu pun leh kagum. 

#Ayeshawishlist 

Sila lah.. :P