::Penat::

I really salute all SAHM out there. I really thought diorang sangat best stay at home, manage kids and go out whenever they want. Tapi  hakikatnya tidak ye, kawan-kawan. Being SAHM for 8 months, memang memenatkan. Dengan toddler yg sedang membesar mcm Zaffran, pregnant and ada new baby lagi. Adik beradik fight each other berebut toys, masak bila rajin, kemas rumah, send and pick up kakak at school. Penat. Memang penat. Bila ada baby lagi lah, breastfeeding few times in a day. Tp Alhamdulillah, Zayn Mateen so far senang jugak nak handle. Tak mcm Zaffran dulu. Sampai ramai org cakap, eh apran masuk balik dlm perut mak ko. Haha. Okay bunyi mcm complain plak since jd SAHM. Tp mmg rindu nak kerja. Ada me time, buat kerja mengadap laptop tak gerak. Ehehe.  If ada rezeki ada lah. Nak buat business from home pun, kene think carefully. Banyak benda kena decide.

Nak start kerja pulak, kena buat banyak benda. Kena train Zayn feeding from bottle. Kena cari nursery yang I boleh trust. Yang boleh jaga Zayn and Zaffran nanti. Zaffran makin lasak nowadays. Energy dia mcm tak ada full stop. Dia lain dari yang lain. At 2, cakap mcm age 4. Ayat dia susun cantik je. Ada je akal dia. Kalau dia rasa sunyi je rumah mesti dia cari something yg dia boleh jadikan activity dia like, conteng dinding rumah. Yes. Conteng dinding. Baru duduk rumah baru last March, bilik diorang dah ada mcm2 lukisan. Takpe lah. Malas nak stress. 

I miss my babes. Lyanne, Lai Yee and Aivy. I miss my gossip babe, Liza. Rindu zaman study dulu. Buat apa2 tak pikir problem pun. Relax je create problem. :D