It's been a while. MCO and everything ..

So, we are now in the MCO 2.0 phase. I didn't manage to blog last 2020. As well as the rest of 2019. So I guess I have some time before I make myself busy preparing for my professional certificate CompTIA Security+ in March, postponed from February 2021.

After on career break for almost 2 years since 2017, I managed to get back to the workforce last January 2019. I work as Windows 10 Technical support. I can't believe I still have the communication and technical skills as Technical support. I would say, I did good guys, and I the eldest lady in our department. Who cares. Until October 2019, I got an offer to join SCB again as a contractor. I took this opportunity to do again something that I love the most. So I was hired as Business Analyst for project migration but it only lasted for months. The project that we are supposed to go live in Q1 2020 stopped. Again, I got to work with my old team, SACM Ops team. I managed to stay with them for 18 months before my contract ended with SCB last December 2020. So sad. My line manager tried to convert me to permanent staff twice but Terrabit doesn't want to release me due to some clause which mentioned, I need to work with them for 2 years. I just don't understand. When my contract ended with SCB, my employer Terrabit ended my employment as well. Due to that, I am jobless until now. I got a permanent offer last time from Johnson Matthey, but again due to the clause mentioned by Terrabit, I need to pay 2 months' salary together a month notice period in order to join another company. This is ridiculous. They knew ahead SCB not going to extend my contract, still, they do this.   

But ALLAH is GREAT.  He has another plan for me. He gave another rizq to us. Yesterday I got unexpected news where I am expecting my number 4. Yes, I know. Some of you might think, you are not working but then you pregnant? I do worried about this. I was scared to tell my parents. To be honest, I don't expect as well as my husband and myself was planning and even track my cycle. Not sure what went wrong, we were looking at the tracker and thought what went wrong? We slowly accept this. When you did the first scanning and you saw the sac, what do you expect? You saw his/her heart beating. I am speechless, happy and I was crying. I really thought that I had PCOS (similar symptom) due to my hormone are imbalance. But turn out something bigger is coming. So we are thinking and switching our plan. Our life plan, how to manage our current situation. 

I've decided to do this test when I feel my body something wrong. I put on weight a lot even I less eat. Nausea attack suddenly came, I was sleepy even now still the same and extra tired. A missed period is not part of my symptom since I had an irregular period. My period came 2 months once okay. If anyone read this, help to pray for our health and all will be easy for us towards this journey, ya. Thanks.

::Penat::

I really salute all SAHM out there. I really thought diorang sangat best stay at home, manage kids and go out whenever they want. Tapi  hakikatnya tidak ye, kawan-kawan. Being SAHM for 8 months, memang memenatkan. Dengan toddler yg sedang membesar mcm Zaffran, pregnant and ada new baby lagi. Adik beradik fight each other berebut toys, masak bila rajin, kemas rumah, send and pick up kakak at school. Penat. Memang penat. Bila ada baby lagi lah, breastfeeding few times in a day. Tp Alhamdulillah, Zayn Mateen so far senang jugak nak handle. Tak mcm Zaffran dulu. Sampai ramai org cakap, eh apran masuk balik dlm perut mak ko. Haha. Okay bunyi mcm complain plak since jd SAHM. Tp mmg rindu nak kerja. Ada me time, buat kerja mengadap laptop tak gerak. Ehehe.  If ada rezeki ada lah. Nak buat business from home pun, kene think carefully. Banyak benda kena decide.

Nak start kerja pulak, kena buat banyak benda. Kena train Zayn feeding from bottle. Kena cari nursery yang I boleh trust. Yang boleh jaga Zayn and Zaffran nanti. Zaffran makin lasak nowadays. Energy dia mcm tak ada full stop. Dia lain dari yang lain. At 2, cakap mcm age 4. Ayat dia susun cantik je. Ada je akal dia. Kalau dia rasa sunyi je rumah mesti dia cari something yg dia boleh jadikan activity dia like, conteng dinding rumah. Yes. Conteng dinding. Baru duduk rumah baru last March, bilik diorang dah ada mcm2 lukisan. Takpe lah. Malas nak stress. 

I miss my babes. Lyanne, Lai Yee and Aivy. I miss my gossip babe, Liza. Rindu zaman study dulu. Buat apa2 tak pikir problem pun. Relax je create problem. :D

::Lets InstaGram::

 Do you have InstaGram? Are you following me? Let me know your ID and I will follow you. Lets share our moments together!

 My ID: @fadiaayesha 

 

 

::Goodbye 2012 & Welcome 2013::

Apa je aku buat 2012?

Bukanlah jenis yang suka travel. This was during family Trip to Bandung. First time pg holiday tempt jauh dgn parents. Biasanye dengan Jeje je. Haha..

  

I met the most promising online entrepreneur and my blogger friend, Mai which 1 of the CDM.

We are 1 team now and insyaALLAH I will be like her 1 day nanti.  

Awarded as PIMU (Incident Problem Manager) of the Year last April 2012! 

Diamond Night 2012! What a GLAM night!

 I managed to cut down my kilos in 2 months: April - June!  Premium Beautiful Corset, controlled my food intake (because of the waist nipper, semua control lah kan..) and help to place unnecessary fat to the place it supposed to be on my body. 

G.L.O.W (Green Leaders Orientation Week) formerly known as NDO! We are family!

My very first personal photoshoot. Owh, love it!

 Rezeki Ramadhan and Syawal as confirmed pregnant and now I'm in my 24 weeks of my pregnancy! Pray the best for me ya. 

  

 Atos Annual Dinner @ Sunway Hotel Resort & SPA 

  

I've attended SM / SSM Seminar Cycle 3! 

GLAM (Green Leaders Academy Malaysia) for Online Entrepreneur like US!!

 That are some of important things happened in my life so far. 

What I'm looking forward for 2013:

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New life as a mother.

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Amin! Usaha + Doa + Tawakal, insyaAllah!

::Pregnant In Heels::

Turn out this is one of the series aired in US. Gonna download this series. Almaklumlah, baru installed UNIFI. :p Easy for me to prepare office report, more focus on my part time business (Mengadap phone and laptop kat office mcm leceh), owh ya, boleh request work from home. In case la, kalau tak larat nk jalan nnti. :)

Back to the title, I like to see Kourtney and Victoria pregnancy style. How gorgeous they are? Lets picas do the talking. ;)

 Kan? Told ya.

So today, I saja wearing my DP 4 inches heels to the office today. Mengada...

Okay, thinking to get new haircut. Current hair pun dah panjang, rimas pun ada. Pening kepala sometimes bila tie up. So I found 2 new hair style yang macam okay. For sure look gorgeous for these both artist, I think it suitable for round face lady like me jugak. ;p

 Yay? or Nay?

::2 years::

It is not too late to post about my anniversary. Nothing special happened during this day. We just went out and celebrate our 2nd year of marriage with lil one in my bump. ;) Alhamdulillah. I hope our relationship last forever. Thanks for everything you have done for me, hubby!

::Happy 31st Birthday, Ayesha::

It's my birthday today. I hope my wish come true soon. I hope I can always be a good slave to HIM, a good daughter to my parents, a good wife to my husband and soon insyaAllah a good mummy to my son/ daughter.

Aminnnn.... 

::My weekend::

Nothing much to story pun. Weekend I sepatutnye menghabiskan masa di open house Jraya and Oda berakhir kt atas katil. For the first time during my pregnancy I demam, flu, cough, back pain jgn cakap. Nak nanges rasanye.  Memandangkan tak larat nak bangun, I makan Active Fast yg I ada, ubat flu and sakit urat yg doc bagi. Skali parents balik dr Langkawi, kene marah. Sebab? I tak minta advice from Doctor dulu. Diorg suruh bertahan , jgn mkn ubat apa-apa. So till today, I tak makan ubat. Banyak betul air suam minum, at least sakit tekak and selsema kurang. Batuk la yg teruk skit. Badan mcm panas dalam. Is it dangerous for me. Or still okay lagi?

::Updates*Jovian Boxing Day::

Okay, ni entry bergambar. No time nak update or type panjang-panjang. Hee..

 My sister's engagement. 

Her baju from Variante and beading from Zaza Beadmeplease.

Laki I and my lil bro missed la amik gambar time ni. Suka MIA.

Chewah.. Akak merangkap tukang conteng muka.  

Congrats again to my sis. InsyaAllah wedding next year Aug. Same day dgn anniversary my parents yang ke 33. 

Adalah masa ini jadi Organizer cum Committee utk Atos Movie Event - The Amazing Spiderman @ KLCC. 

Datang lambat, semua org dah tunggu tiket. Hahah.. Sorry guys.. 

Iftar with ex colleague, Nirma and teammate: Nadia, Oda, Aylia @ Madam Kwan, Alamanda 

Uwaaaaaaa.. I suka gambar niiiiii... Liza & Ajonz, anak korang sangat comel.. Shaza sngt selesa with me..:P Okay, harus ada anak jugak. Doakan for me ya, gorgeous.

Finally, 3rd batch baru dapat 1. I chose Javiera. Baju raya ke-4. Nasib baik measurement kain ikut model size 5'9. Kalau ready made baju, confirm M tak boleh pakai. Kain mesti senteng. Love the color. 

Final batch will be released on 16th Aug. Special Event for Jovian's fans. 

No more at FL or Zalora. 

Venue: Shangri - La Hotel (Near by Hard Rock). 

Time: - 8 AM until 7 PM 

Come lets go together2.

Might be aim for:

Miss Jova

or Miss Janiya

Dua-dua gorgeous, confused!! 

Tips-tips masa Boxing Day:

All designs will be released maybe via Instagram or FB 1/2 days before Boxing Day. 

So please take note your favourite design and the committee will take your pre-order.

 Let say lah nak jimat masa and tak sure size, apa kata korang pergi FL berdekatan try size je. Sbb few items by Jovian still available kat TAR and Alam Sentral. JB or Penang not sure pulak. Masa mencemburui kita bebeh. 

Each person will be given 10 minutes to fitting and can try up to 4 designs. You may purchase up to 10 pieces (Banyak ke korang nak beli?) .

More details check out Jovian's Insta or FB, gorgeous! Nak check out Insta NinaIsmailSabri pun okay. ;)

Sekian. Last but not least, jangan lupa pi BR tomorrow night. Thanks DLCW! You are the best even tho dapat Silver je. Good job!! 

::Teaser Picashoot::

 

Photographer: Syahrir from Creative LiteBox

Make up: E from Echenta Maquillage 

Sekian. Back to work! :) 

::May/June updates- Entry bergambar::

 Bought Arzu's Scarf for the first time

 Bro in law's wedding @ Pahang. I was pregnant during this time.

 Menggembirakan si Omey @ Manhattan Fish Market

 Merembat Coach handbag @ Pavi, picture di bawah & cam whoring.

 and tak lupa cam whoring in front of my next wishlist. ahaks..

 Sob..sob.. Frankie's last day.. Kai-ye yg sangat friendly and sporting..

 Menggembirakan hati hubby dengan Bountiful Ribs Full Slab @ Tony Roma's

 Date with hubby @ Sunway Pyramid. I'm wearing new outfit from Cotton On. Likey the fucshia skinny.

 Menggembirakan hati SIL @ KLCC & Pavi

 Attended wedding with family @ Kota Damansara

 Found new wedges

 Tak lupa jugak, tadi personal coaching from beloved leader, Mai. 

Love; 

AA